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5:34 am Monday, 21st September, 2020

It's been a while since my last Raw Read. Im still not in a great place. I feel as though im in the backseat of a car thats I'm meant to be driving, and it's heading for a cliff. I try to write these..

3:52 pm Saturday, 22nd August, 2020

While I absolutely love wrestling naked in the mud with my mental health conditions, I say that dripping with sarcasm. Though that's conjured up thoughts of sissy mud wrestling. Dress up all pretty..

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6:05 am Friday, 31st July, 2020

These raw reads are written as the thoughts come into my head. As such its not intended to be finely crafted with brilliant prowse but just to be thoughts as I have them. brbrbrSo far it's been..

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11:35 pm Sunday, 14th June, 2020

It's been quite a year. Too much of a year really. I have been incredibly stressed and a lot of the time depressed about a few areas of my life. One of them being the side I call Gemma. My girly,..

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11:32 am Wednesday, 20th May, 2020

Why is it that even though I've never felt love, that I can become empathetic to someone else’s interpretation of what love feels like? 

I have never felt that someone has connected with me in such..

2:31 am Sunday, 17th May, 2020

So I've finally showed my face. I mean after my little pity party of an intro blog I kind of needed to show that I wasn't still crying haha. 

No, I covered some deep stuff. Issues that do still scar..

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9:40 am Friday, 8th May, 2020

Its only in a time where I'm wearing a mask more frequently, am I now attempting to unmask my identity. And to channel my inner Alanis Morissete 'isn't that ironic. Don't ya think?'

This will be the..

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9:56 am Tuesday, 5th May, 2020

Wow. Let's start with the hardest shall we, the truth. 

As the cliche goes, the truth will set you free. In most cases this is true. Yet the journey to the truth can be what gives it purpose. That..

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3:49 am Sunday, 3rd May, 2020

Happiness for me has been always just a little out of reach. An awkward upbringing with no father figure and a few step in fathers that were less than qualified has stunted my social growth. I mean..

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