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4:33 pm Sunday, 20th July, 2014

I find my mind drifting through an endless universe of erotic thoughts; of those who have contacted me desiring to get to know me better, and of the tears which rolled over my cheeks from an..

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3:49 pm Thursday, 29th May, 2014

As I sit here locked within this prison inside of myself, I envision a day when I'll be set free from the shackles which bind me to this lonely, cold, empty dungeon.
Living without the loving..

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4:40 pm Sunday, 1st December, 2013

Those who follow my blog have read in much detail about how I would love that one special person in my life, should my life change to the point where it would be permissable for me to do so.

It's..

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4:29 pm Sunday, 3rd November, 2013

Although I'm surrounded by people who I consider friends at work, the loneliness which engulfs the very essence of my being tends to drive deeps chills deep into my bones. The smiles I release..

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8:58 pm Sunday, 6th October, 2013

My dreams carry me off to a distant world, a future of tranquility and peace I have never known within the boundaries of this harsh, brutal reality I've endured in this lifetime.

I have visions of..

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4:51 pm Saturday, 24th August, 2013

On August 21, 2013, I received a call from my mother about the death of my big brother, Robin. I was shocked, overwhelmed, and depressed to hear about his untimely death at the age of 57. He left..

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4:30 pm Sunday, 30th June, 2013

Over the last few weeks I've experianced a couple of profound, vivid dreams, in which my senses were so vividly stimulated, I could be lead to believe that they weren't actually dreams, but rather,..

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9:21 pm Sunday, 16th June, 2013

It's so difficult at times to go on living without a certain degree of love and passion in ones life; the daily trials of a simple kiss on the lips and a simple hug, both without passion, tend to..

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4:18 pm Tuesday, 25th December, 2012

Although its Christmas Day, and I'm feeling depressed and lonely, erotic thoughts and needs pass through my mind and capture my heart.

The gentleness of my spirit, the caring, loving nature by which..

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3:12 pm Saturday, 8th December, 2012

'A Love Poem for You'

Your gentle touch, soft, caressing my heart ever so delicately, protecting it's porcelain shell from the hail which plummets to the ground, is the only touch I embrace without..

3:05 pm Saturday, 8th December, 2012

The tears won't stop now, flooding across this open wound, filling my snorkel with water, drowning me, this vise compressing my chest, as the rest of my body goes limp, wanting for death to end the ..

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3:00 pm Saturday, 8th December, 2012

There you lay, motionless, your tongue slips between your lips, recessed fangs hidden within your cheeks, forever stalking me, awaiting a moment of inattention, that you may slink and slither your..

2:54 pm Saturday, 8th December, 2012

Trapped within a shell, crying, dying, clawing at the barriers which are unyielding, tormenting me to no end, laughing at me with a devilish grin, and casting an eerie shadow upon a joyful soul,..

5:26 pm Monday, 3rd September, 2012

The mirror casts an eerie reflection upon my troubled brow, an ominous shadow as I cross its path, beckoning me, halt, behold the Demon of your torment, raise
thine eyes unto it's own, that it may..

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5:17 pm Monday, 3rd September, 2012

I'm needing for so much more in my life. It would be so nice to be able to share a soft, gentle yet romantic kiss, which would lead to an enjoyable, passionate, loving embrace and evening for..

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10:47 pm Saturday, 7th April, 2012

I wrote an article not too long ago on the debate topic titled, "Should transgendered and transsexual individuals be protected by employment discrimination laws?"

I began it with the following..

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