Although its Christmas Day, and I'm feeling depressed and lonely, erotic thoughts and needs pass through my mind and capture my heart.
The gentleness of my spirit, the caring, loving nature by which I live my life are only a few qualities of my personality, and they tend to overshadow the hidden desires and needs I have, but am unable to fulfill at this time in my life.
It would have been so wonderful to wake up this morning next to that one special man who found it in his heart to caress and love my living spirit with the same love that shines from my eyes.
I would have loved to have rolled over this morning to gently caress his penis within the warm, gentle, massage of my fingers and palm of my hand. It would have been so nice to feel his penis grow so much larger within my grasp until I could feel the blood pulsating hard and fast.
It would have been so wonderful to have been able to place my lips to its head, gently kissing it and occasionally stroking it with my tongue before slowly, and gently, taking it into my mouth fully, awaiting the sincere moans of pleasure I would expect to hear from him as my unexpected surprise gift overwhelmed him with joy.
It would have been so nice to continue my mouth massage until he decided he wanted more by gently and slowly grasping my head between his hands, and pulling my lips to his for a passionate, loving kiss just before wispering to me, "I want to be inside you," as he caresses my butt cheeks, pulling them slightly apart as he inserts a finger to entice me with his desires further.
It would have been so nice to feel his strong hands rolling me onto my back ever so gently, and then lubricating himself generously, and me, prior to spreading my anus open just enough to begin a gentle, delicate thrust of his throbbing penis until it's fully inserted and we're locked in a loving embrace.
It would have been so nice to feel the massage of his penis, sliding in and out of me until that one, full, final thrust stops, filling me with that one special potion which fulfills his desire to have me, and my desire to please him.
It would have been so nice to feel these things today, but for now, I'll just have to hold these things in my dreams, and close to my heart until such a time comes when I'll be free to fulfill them.
~Nichole Letitia~
