The start of my journey en femme was about sex, namely to spice up the times I got to play. While that was a lot of fun the sex was not en femme and in some ways seemed like a completely unrelated activity. A lot of soul-searching and thinking about what I want has led me to realise that I am really seeking social interaction as a female.
The ultimate achievment of this goal would be to fully transition through SRS. A partial transition to TS, with the aid of HRT, may be more practical although some in society have more problems accepting someone like myself going part way than if I fully transitioned. The path of least resistance is to go en femme as a TV as often as possible, even in public (which is a real thrill for me anytime).
My opportunities to be en femme are limited at this stage due to my work (yes I know that is an oft used excuse). But soon I will have the luxury (some would think) of being retired and having all of that time to get gurly. The opportunities will be substantially greater when that happens. It will also be aided by the fact that I will be moving overseas so the possibility of embarassing chance meetings with family or friends while en femme will be non-existent.
The desire to interact en femme is almost becoming all consuming. Once that happens the gap to becoming TS may seem much less daunting. Time will see where I end up.
Steph xxxxx
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12:30 am Sunday, 2nd April, 2017
Go with your heart abd soul. Xx |
