The last four or so months have been a real roller-coaster for emotions, thoughts and ideas.
After my initial foray as Steph, I have not been able to dress as or even be Steph. This has made me realise that cross-dressing on random occasions won't satisfy my desire.
I have previously discussed my deep desire to be a woman with my partner, who loves me, which led to some turmoil. So being Steph sometimes was a compromise that we both made.
The enforced hiatus (due to work) has given me time to think about my desire to be a woman. My desire may be more achievable if I travel along the TV path rather than trying to transition MtF. All of this time as allowed me to see there is a possible third path, this being undergoing HRT to become TS. Perhaps HRT will enable me to develop natural breasts and a more feminine body without fully transitioning.
It may be that this third path could be the comfortable middle ground I am seeking, or it may turnout to be the spur to transition fully (after my partner has passed away).
Time will tell.
Steph
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8:05 pm Tuesday, 16th November, 2021
I hope you find happiness in being you no matter what path you choose to follow. |
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9:48 pm Tuesday, 16th November, 2021
I'm with u hun, ur a cutie! |
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3:28 pm Wednesday, 24th November, 2021
Hopefully you soon love yourself for what you want to be |
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4:18 pm Wednesday, 24th November, 2021
Glad you being you,wishing you all the best.Hope this brings you true happiness within,what you have been looking for. |
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4:20 pm Wednesday, 24th November, 2021
Ok sorry sweetheart but some will come a long.who.will love you |
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4:27 pm Wednesday, 24th November, 2021
Hi |
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7:18 pm Wednesday, 24th November, 2021
hi sexy |
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7:49 pm Wednesday, 24th November, 2021
Wishing you all the best on this journey Steph. maybe catch up again after Christmas.?... Harry. |
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10:18 pm Wednesday, 24th November, 2021
Follow your heart. |
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10:26 pm Wednesday, 24th November, 2021
Best of luck. You be you. |
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12:19 am Thursday, 25th November, 2021
Let's chat I think we would get along, thanks |
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3:58 am Thursday, 25th November, 2021
Hug's, Hunny These facets of things, I personally can feel and relate to, lots of Us, Know an Understand full well, Private Hiking and Picnic Time Where you can just Defrag and review along W ith evaluating your own Thoughts Helps A lot. You will continue to find that you have More Resilience and Capabilities than you have allowed yourself to See, And Hug's |
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9:22 am Thursday, 25th November, 2021
👅👅👅 |
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11:15 am Sunday, 28th November, 2021
May you find the happiness you deserve n just be you |
