Chapter 10 - My Very Own Stalker. Woo ten chapters, another millstone.
I guess you know you've really made it when you've been stalked. Real stalking must be an awful and terrifying experience, mine wasn't. If you've been the victim of anything like that, I sympathise and hope it didn't feck you up too much. You might not want to read this, you know you won't get the time back.
I probly bring this stuff on meself. More than once I've seen folks looking at my profile and invited them to have a bit of jokey banter. Love laughing with people, it's how I get through life, jest and joust with anyone who seems fun. It says on me profile I'm dating someone and not looking to meet anyone else, it's pretty fecking clear. Finding similar and sillier spirits on here gives me a thrill and I'll talk to anyone who crossdresses, no dirty talking or video stuff. I think I've stopped this practice now, maybe not a good idea to invite dangerous weirdos into your life. But we're just talking here after all.
I can be silly, probably annoying to some, not nasty. I'll joke about your pictures in a nice way if something strikes me funny. Wouldn't say anything if I didn't think you looked good, I'm sure everyone gets that. I come in me pants evrytime someone says summat nice about me X Said earlier you could make wisecracks about my pictures, if only they were intestesting I'd be laughing along. I get it now, ten chapters and you get your own stalker get writing everybody you can be just like me.
So what's the big deal? They weren't following me about town, leaving little notes on my windscreen or hiding in the bushes when I went jogging. Jogging not really, all they did was to view my profile about four hundred and eighty nine times a day, often every few seconds causing my phone to have a dizzy do. An they didn't reply when I pulled them up about it. I'm new to this, is this how internet stalking manifests itself? I really wouldn't know, never done any social media except for this site. Maybe I've got the modern words wrong and they should be a hater or a troll or summat, who knows or cares.
Think they were a few years younger than me, most are. Looked pleasant on their profile, not too many pictutes or much text. Probly the best way, you don't want to read someone's profile and get bored halfway through. I'm sure I can't name them, my friends in the moderation dept would have my guts if I tried. Think they were new to crossdressing, probably everything. Had a great look but you never know what's going on inside. Thought I could resolve things by talking, suss out their reasons silly me. I guess there's just no talking to some people.
I've never blocked anyone before and I really didn't want to. Had to ask the advice of a couple of friends before I did the deed, they said why haven't you? Since I'm still relatively new here, if you hadn't noticed I'm queen of the attention slags. New pictures all the time look at me look at me though I've got nowt special. Even now, can't believe I can do this stuff with others and I'll make the fecking most of it because wearing ladies underwear has always felt so special to me. I'll post tarty photos all the time if I feel like it, I never dreamed I'd be able to. Do it while I still can I'm getting old and I've hammered the bad stuff. 14 months ago StellaA20 didn't even exist now my own stalker! Who'd waste their time.
And a word to my stalker - You made it honey, hope you enjoyed your fifteen minutes. I'm so jealous, no one writes about me.
Love, Stella X
