I put up this image that I'm a all round nice guy, day to day happy and smiley pretending the world is this wonderful place that we are all amazing. Behind that facade I'm depressed, lonely and feel as though I am nothing. I seem to some how feed off these emotions and the perpetual circle continues as I seem to like this uncomfortable nothingness that is my existence. I realise then that I like this feeling not only in my own life but love to make others feel empty emotional exhausted and drained. There is a rush of adrenaline when you come to realise how Unimportant and insignificant you are how little your life matters.
Seeking Couple, Female
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| Gender | Male | |
| Age | 41 | |
| Location | UK, England: Greater London, London | |
| 🌈 Sexuality | Straight | |
