Do you know PinelaClara please?

Please can somebody help me here. I used to go out with the most gorgeous, sexy, wonderful TS called Pinela (now changed her name to Clara. Unfortunately I was married at the time (she knew) and we were going through a bad time - I eventually got divorced. However, before the divorce I was to scared to make the commitment and move in with PinelaClara - I really wanted to but was afraid of upsetting my 2 sons. I love my sons dearly but realised too late that Pinela was so important to my life. I miss her awfully and need to tell her that I want to try again - if she will have me. I know she still goes down the Way Out Club so please, please, if anyone knows ClaraPinela please let her know Gerry is desperate to meet her, even just to be told to get lost, just to know she is ok, happy or maybe wants to try again too. I adore her, love her and realise this is really pathetic of me and appreciate I must come across as a really sad fool but when you love someone........! Thanks in advance, Gerry