Bi All new to me

Hi just joined finding it all a bit confusing! Anyway i have had the courage to post some pics on here,[more to cum]. I am Married but have had a longing for Cock for as long as i can remember, but do still get turned on by PussyBreasts. So confused, Not had Sex in 12 yrs! although in a relationship which i like and i do Love her.
Thinking of telling her i am looking for Sex fun,[is this wrong] Would i just be using the other person? for my own needs? There is so much i want to explore re' my body with another Male and indeed every avenue of pleasure they can provide me me to them them. Of course Safe Sex is so important these day's but would Love to have 3 some no protection so i can feel taste every ounce of Cum that is on offer, It's funny thinking about it if i was one on one i would like Male Sex, if it was 3 some would like Male x3 or 2 Male 1 Girl is this odd?Thanks for listening.