As i said i just openend up to my girl fiance about my biggest fantacy dream (her with other guys) and specially bbc. i was so nervouse and thought she would think i was a perv or bad or anything. she said she was surprised but said it sounded kind of hot. she lives in uk i live in sweden. we then talked for a while about my fantasies and porn i watch and i told her i have known since i was young with my first girlfriend that i always dreamt of it. she then asked me if i wanted to see a video of her getting it on. i have never been more turned on or happy ever as when i got those videos. im quite big so its not about for me not to be able to please her but she said she has a video were she gives head to the only guy bigger than me. i was so happy and i was blown away he was so much bigger than me and that turned me on so much. i am now obssesed with that video. she then said before our trip togheter to greece (that i just came home from) that ****o it with a guy because she is ****ared i will change my mind but i then showed her first day on the trip how much it turned me on and that i had writen a fantasy about this bbc she was sucking. she then got so turned on and wisperd in my ear (i could meet him when i get home to the uk he loves fking me) i almost came because she tutched me. and i begged her badly to please ****hi****hanged our sex life completly. we talked alot about what it is that turnes me on and stuff and my god the sex we had for the rest of the trip was unbelieveble. she knew exactly what to say at all time like how i wasnt as big as the bbc and i could never do what he did and really teased me so hard about im not like a real bbc man. i have never felt more sexually exited and in love. its like **** years of denial finally came out. and she found out that really really turned****o it so bad. days in to the trip she talkes about all t****o it (and white ofc but my fetich kinda is bbc) with and how she is gonna make me watch on facetime and make videos and if she knew the old videos was for this she would love it so much more too. and that she was a nasty slut who deserved real bbc and make me watch. we watched some porn togheter and one week in things really gets heated. she is an **** girl really hot with insane body she said she had made a tinder and told me she made it. i got so happy. she got **** likes in like 2 hours. she could legit pick anyone she wanted. she started teasing me (look he looks big dont u think?) and stuff and i didnt look what they typed with the ****+ guys she started texting with but i was so exited and turned on that she was sexting with other guys. she shows me a really big black basketballplayer and is like i want him. i started to think about the times i read about doing sex meetups like that and i ****o it with someone who isnt in to swingers or what u say. and we start talking. i tell her it would feel so much better if it was with someone she knowns (like this bbc she had video of i really want her with him) or someone from a si**** what this all means. we start talking about it would be hard to explain to them and stuff whats going on so i told her please be a hoe and sext with as many guys as you want on th****his when your home? she said yes followed by im gonna fk ''op'' the guys name and im gonna facetime you and you gonna watch a real bbc streatching me out. at this point were **** days in to the trip and she has e****elated from shy to full blown crazy about this. she said i pleasure her alot but hes just way better. it got really heated i was so sexually on top and she said she is gonna talk to him. he responds with a **** of him stroking his bbc and she looked like an **** on christmas and was smiling like crazy and giggeling (babe THAT is why he will destroy me in ways you just cant i mean look its so fkn massive its like 11 inches how could i say know and to think hes hard for me rn wants me to wanna go to him right now so he can show you how a real bbc fucks a girl like me in ways you cant dream about doing cuz your just not man enough) im really at this point questioning if im dreaming its legit what ive always dreamt of the way she is acting. i tell her will he be down for facetime? she said she dont know but defenetly filming. one problem this bbc has had feelings for her earlier but the****ve been fk buddies for a year. and she said (i know ur like **** inches babe but he is twice ur size almost can you blame me? i mean he take****are of me in ways you cant understand you see how happy i am sucking him of? and she shows me the video at the point in the video where she just looks at his bbc and lauughts in pleasure. i am going nuts and was like please do it. and when we had sex the only thing she talked about what how bad she wanted him an****her bbc guys. and what she w****o them and they ****o her and that i cant do close to it. we had such great sex the rest of the trip and now im back in sweden she is in the UK. im not going to lie guys we been home a day and im trying to hold in asking her PLEASE GO DO SOME BBC RIGHT NOW I BEG U. cuz i want her to take the first step. so the reason im typing this is becaus****o?
- should i tell her like i told her in the hotel that it feel better with a site bbc guy or ''opi''?
- should i try not to be to pushy? i mean she reeeeeally seemed to LONG for it kinda even more than me (she****razy in bed)
- and if so how do i find someone for her? (promise she hot af)
my final question what should i do in general? i cant stop thinking about this
