19 male first time ,curiousconfused

Hello

Well 19 Male from Essex slightly confused.

I consider my self as straight , but then again over the last few months i have found my self masturbating to Transexual porn??

It all started when my x girlfriend was into bondage and one thing led to another and she liked the idea of strapons . I was drunk and said yeah. Well from then on i have been playing with my ass , and streching it.

Now looking to take it to the next step. No one over 35 please
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Many thanks