crush

i'm freakin 30 years old but i'm crushing on this 32 year old guy here on this site. it's weird and it makes me feel like i'm back in 6th grade because i feel like i already like him when i've just seen a few pics and his intro. i've been on this site for only hours so i'm super new. the thing is my account here is non VIP so the guy and i can't exchange messages (or i just don't know how?). i sent him a message. i'm not sure if he was able to read it, but he sent me a message back and i can't read a thing! do you think i should sign up for the VIP membership even for literally just one guy? or like is there anybody here who can play cupid and be our bridge for like a day? like i just want to know if he's even a little into me and if so, i'll prob get the VIP membership. i don't know... help!