I do get a rush out of wearing femine clothing but at the same time I feel that I am not 100% either gender, so I classify myself as non-binary.
It is important for me to be as passable as possible but it is hard to keep up with body hair growth and it takes a lot of makeup.
I went to councelling about my possible gender dysphoria and we discovered exactly what I just said. I am both but it is not practical for many reasons to transform or go on hrt.
I look forward to connecting with others that can relate
