What Sort of Girl Should I Be?

I like to dress so that I look good, but feel a little bit deliciously humiliated. I love that feeling of being objectified, not a person but a role in somone else's life. There as a role and not a person, so that I feel I am that which I am dressed as, for the time that I am dressed that way. No longer a person in my own right, but an adornment to someone else's sense of what must be.

I smile, a little, because I still want to look good, even though I hope to feel loving consensual humiliation.

I'm 'apple round' and use to be 'athletic'. I'm not dreadfully 'round' but I'm no longer 'straight up and down' and young. I never was 'straight' as such, more an 'in-betweenie' who just loves feeling like that, neither 'one thing' or 'another', but somone who likes to explore many roles.

So what does being 'apple round' mean?

* 'A line dresses' look good on me, and part of me loves both being 'mutton dressed as lamb', or the femme helpless in a Gothic or Picturesque situation with a brooding protective but controlling preson at my side

* 'Wrap dresses' although the only ones that even go part that way for me are 'chesongram dresses' which nod back to my younger days, and say 'tie me' I like 'bondage games'

* 'Dresses with full skirts'; I so love the 'Princess' look, and the 'French Maid' and naughtily sometimes 'Little Girl'. I would one day hope to be the 'Bride' at a kinky wedding.

Being 'apple round' is not so bad, even though I am trying to keep my arms girly thin, my calves delightful and develop my breasts; oh what a dream!

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