The search for my sub

I have been on the search for a long term sub ever since moving back to Long Island from San Diego 8 months ago. I need someone who I can actually form a connection with, care about, and enjoy spending time with. Ideally, we would be in a relationship that was completely normal in public, with friends, and in our vanilla lives. We could go on dates, chill with friends, etc. Then when we are alone, she would submit to me and know that her holes are my property to use however I want. I love rough sex, degrading & humiliating my sub, tying her up / putting her in restraints, making home movies (for personal use - would never share without consent. I feel like that’s a line you don’t cross), collaring my sub, and so so so much more. But I’m also down to go as slow as she needs. I think the most important aspects of this type of dynamic are trust and communication, which both take time. So the search continues, but I know that when I find my little toy, the search will have been worth it and we will help each other fulfill all of our fantasies. As wild as we get in the bedroom, she’ll always know that I care for her, and will have her back through anything.

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