All it took was one video and I was hooked

I first became Intrigued by the lifestyle when I was in my twenties I had an ex that was really into porn. I mean he watched it all the time. One day as he did every day he purposely sat next to me and started watching his favorite videos in hopes that I would take the initiative and start sucking his cock. Now don't get me wrong he had a woundful dick. I was just very vanilla when I met him so shy and not adventurous at all. His cock was the very first i had in my mouth. Well as he sit next to me scrolling threw videos he stopped at a threesome. He loved to watch those. In this video the man and women walk into a room and start touching each other then the woman notices another woman across the room on her knees on a pillow wearing only a thong and a collar that was attached to a leash that was attached to a bed. The women startled by this asks who she is the man goes on to tell her she is my slave and I'm sure you can guess what happened next. And just like that I fell in love with rope,hair pulling, chocking, spankings, rough sex, face fucking, role pay and being on a leash while my man held the end of it. Everything I saw in those kinkie porns I wanted to do with him. I never said no what ever he wanted to do to me I allowed him to do. Our role play helped me relax. Every sence we set he made sure I was innocent and he had lied to get me to him always started off slowly and ended with him either ponding my tight pussy oor fucking me in my ass. I allowed him to use bit plugs on me. On my days off of work. He would wake me up early make me shower and shave then bend me over and gently but aggressively insert a plug in my ass if I showed and sign of pleasure or pain I would be punished. He would put nipple clamps on my nipples then He would then pick out what he wanted me to wear and then tell me what role I was to play that day. If I was to be a slave he just purchased then he would put the collar on me and chain me to the bed and make me sir on a pillow. If I was to be there to interview for his personal assistant then I was to be sitting in a certain spot on the couch or at the table. Either was I always ended up with the collar on and spanked. After giving me my instructions he would leave to run errors leaving me behind to suffer with anticipation. He knew how teasing and anticipation drove me crazy. Sometimes during our sence he would tie me up next to him on the couch frogy style and just play with my pussy not allowing Me to cum. He would do this for hours some time eventually shovinging his cock in my mouth. Our sence would go 2 days sometime with me still begging for more.. I would dive for his cock every time he started to talk about ending the sence this always got me more time. Now here I am alone with no one to train me properly.. and that's all I really truly want. The word no is not in my vocabulary. One thing that is different is that I want a female dom. I want a mistress to serve while I'm on all fours. I want a mistress that wants to break me and the make me what she wants me to be. I try and try but I have had zero luck. But one day I know I will find her and she will have me however she wants. I hope one way will be her fucking my pussy only after she placed a butt plug in my tight ass. Of course I'm tied up or chained. She forces me to make eye contact with her every time I break it she slaps me and tells me if I know what's i better look her right in her eyes. And as I stare into her eyes she fuckes me deeper and asks me if I like that, and as I gasp for air I answer her.. Yes Mistress....

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