I've been into this thing for as long as I can remember. Certain images, scenarios or situations just get me.
I like what I like. Certain things interest me; turn me on. Others, not so much. Yet I appreciate kink in absolutely everyone, no matter what form it takes. I know what it feels like to want something. Badly. To the point where the thought of experiencing it makes you instantly hard; makes your chest shudder. A craving.
It's not usual. It's not ordinary. It's not simple sexual desire. This is seeking more than customary satisfaction and release.
There's some object, a toy, a whispered phrase. An anticipation. Surfaces, sounds, scents.
What is it for you? What does it? And do you know why?
For me it can change day to day. Old hungers can subside or surface in a given moment. But so specific - a naked ass bent over the side of a couch or the edge of a bed. An electrical or medical toy. The crack of a cane. The persistent throbbing of clamped, tender parts.
Or could it be the feeling? Of being protected, helpless, exposed, humiliated?
It's an obsession - that much I know. When I see something that triggers a desire. I want it instantly. This isn't a decision. This is more like instinct.
And I wouldn't trade it. Not ever.
And you? What's your thing? What's non-negotiable for you - something that maybe you've compromised on, or forced yourself to live with out because you were sure no one would accept it?
Interested in your thoughts.
