It was there I discovered myself, and what I wanted. How I wanted to be treated. Older men were attracted to me. I would be led from the sauna upstairs and laid down, face on the couch in almost darkness. Then the figure would climb on. I would raise my hips for him to make it easy to enter me. It was never difficult for me to take a cock, even the very first time. It was as if my arse was designed for it, for pleasure. For taking cock. I loved the weight of a man on me, his movement and then the feel of cum pumping into me. One afternoon, after I just lay there and another man came in, touched me and realised what I wanted. He too fucked me....and after him another four. I took six men, one after another...walked home feeling it....thinking about what I had done, what I had allowed to be down to my body....I secretly revelled in it.