the manacles on my wrist stop cutting into me and the hand at my mouth loosens .........i let out a sigh of relief....short lived ....only for the hand to be replaced by a ball gag...as my mouth is forced open and the hard round ball shoved into my mouth i feel that now familiar fear consuming my mind and body ..... pulled tight and secured behind my head.it restricts any opportunity for me to cry out ..panic rises in me again as hands touch my hair ....holding my head still as a material hood is placed over my head and fastened at the back (it crosses my mind you can't be there as you know my fear of being blindfolded and feeling claustraphobic )...my legs feel weak ..i know im losing control as terror washes over me in waves my stomach is churning .........i try to take deep breaths to stop myself blacking out ......slowly my head stops spinning ..the dizziness stops.......my wrists are pulled forcibly behind my back and crossed over and moved up my back............ causing my shoulders to ache instantly as the steel restraints are replaced by thick rope ......cutting into the delicate skin of my wrists ...
i try to imagine what i must look like stood shaking from head to foot in a darkened hallway ...smartly dressed ....with a hood over my face and my arms restrained ..and although now completely terrified adrenalin is coursing through my body making my pulse race uncontrollably my heart beating faster than it ever has before..
after over half a year of having this profile and due to sir leaving the uk i have had to say a fond but sad goodbye to him and all this profile relates to UPDATE 130309
