48 hours in bondage part eight

i drive towards my destination very scared now ........i feel physically sick and have to pull over........ jumping from the car .....gasping in fresh air fighting the nausea in my stomach as panic rises in my chest ....taking deep breaths i climb back into the car and pull back onto the motorway i know the road well and drive virtually on auto pilot.......just as well as im not sure i could have read any directions froma map in my state of mind ..... i reach the roundabout and slow down ......going round it slowly i take the turning off it into the village you mentioned and drive through it cautiously..... away from the direction i have come from .....sticking to the main road i keep driving ....its only a small village but the road seems endless .... constantly looking to my right for the turning ....my stomach is in knots i can feel perspiration on my neck and have never wanted to be anywhere else more than at this moment ........i can feel nausea rising in my throat again from the pit of my stomach ....my mouth is so dry...if my life depended on me speaking now i wouldn't be able to ..... i couldnt form any words if i had to .....i have never been this scared going to meet you and cannot understand why i do now ....maybe its the setting.... the fact that its all being done in darkness ...or the secrecy surrounding what is going to happen ....i am jolted back to reality as i hit a broken branch in the road and now concentrate on my surroundings ...its so much darker now and as there are no lights other than my headlights its very eerie ....i see a slight clearing to my right and turn off ....... it feels as though the trees are closing in on me as i drive through them ....making it harder to see ahead of me even with the lights on full beam..... keeping to the dirt track till i see the gates looming ahead of me .....closed as you said they would be .....

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