as i finish reading your mail i feel a chill down my spine...the soft hairs on the back of my neck stand on end ...my stomach is in knots.....to say im slightly frightened would be an understatement ...for the first time i silently question my trust in you ..you have never asked me to do anything like this but to disobey you doesnt even enter my head ....obedience and subservience to you are my ultimate goals ...although nervous theres a rush of warmth in my pussy as i contemplate your words and what they mean ...although scared my body betrays me as usual ...a shiver runs through me as i feel the moistness between my legs ....my hands wandering to my thighs... stroking my soft skin as i visualise the drive and how i will feel ...im aware of the warmth running over my fingers as i slide them just inside my pussy lips...just touching the inner flesh feeling the heat as my mind wanders to times before ...the sound of groaning brings me back to reality as i realise the noises are coming from deep in the back of my throat as pleasure overtakes me ..clamping my thighs tight round my wrist as my orgasm takes hold making me shudder....the days go slowly leading up to friday leaving me plenty of time to wonder what lies in store for me ...many times i have almost emailed you to say sorry i can't do what you want ...what stops me ?...i know exactly what stops me ...the fear that grips me inside when i realise i could lose you and all that we are ....i wonder what have you planned and to what levels will you go to achieve your pleasure. and at what expense to my body...we talk most days but you dont mention the mail again ..its as though you have silently forbidden me to ask any questions ...and there are so many going round in my head ...once i tried to broach the subject of the email with you to be told ..." do NOT question me or my motives you have your instructions do not deviate from them....AT ALL ....do not test my patience or anger me little miss"...quite a menacing warning for me and for you to be that abrupt with me i know that what ever you have planned is something you really want me to do ...its not often you warn me not to anger you so i know this is important to you ..
after over half a year of having this profile and due to sir leaving the uk i have had to say a fond but sad goodbye to him and all this profile relates to UPDATE 130309
