Trying not to be a Brat

So yesterday I got into trouble with my master for being a brat. I am not sure why I do it, I don't, want to be a Brat, just a good submissive. Does anyone else struggle? Is it simply attention seeking and how do I stop?
I think it was the lovely weather that triggered it, I just wanted to go out in the sun, maybe grab a meal and drink. Master was not so keen because it would be busy and too late to book. I know he was right and that we could just as easily sit in our garden with a glass of white. Not sure why or how but I suddenly felt sulky and made a stupid comment about sitting inside bored and watching TV instead!
Stupid, very stupid, next thing I know he has me by the hair pulls me down to my knees and reminds me I am the submissive and that if he wanted a brat he would find one! I quickly apologised but it was too late. He knew I had been more wanting of late and that he had let it pass. Go upstairs, middle bathroom and take off your clothes. This was not good, I knew I deserved it and part of me (the brat?) was turned on but I knew it would be a proper whipping with no noise allowed. And so it was, he tied my feet and arms together, pushed my knickers down my throat, turned on the shower (in case I made a noise) faced me towards the wall and whipped me hard on the back of my legs and backside. Atleast 8 times although I was not counting just trying hard not to scream. When he stopped, he turned me around, took out the gag and asked if I wanted him to fuck me, I said yes please Master...... But no, he had not finished, he just said tough, pushed the knickers back in my mouth and whipped the front on my legs. When he stopped he pushed me on to my knees. Pushed his very erect cock down my throat and whilst Fucking explained that I did not deserve sex, he would decide when and where and that there would be none as long as I remained a brat


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