An Apology to a lovely Man 😘😘

When I started to talk with this lovely man. He made me feel special.
We intially spoke with eachother and I was in my boysboys clothing but trying to look pretty.
He was gay and I was not sure. I had indulged in flirting with guys in bars and in saunas and really enjoyed the experiences.
I had tried some cottaging in Italy and loved the excitement. I had even gone to bed with a guy when dressed . Which I still love to think about.
But when we finished the conversation I was having hot flushes and I was aching for his close contact. He tried calling me and I would answer but couldn't talk.
My position was complex I blamed the fact that I was looking after my homophobic elderly parents. That's why I couldn't talk with him .
But I was petrified of how he was making me feel. He made me feel like the girly boy I wanted to be.
He showed me his lovely masculinity it was so big strong firm and beautiful. I wanted it to tease it with my fingers. Play with it with my lips and tongue 👅👅👅👅. I dreamt of him unloading his cream over my face and soft small breasts 😍😅😍😅😍. I so wish to receive his pleasures of our thrusting tongues wagging and sucking .kissing each other tenderly and passionately.
The next time we spoke I had tried to get ready and wanted him to see me in girl mode. I wore a new wig but should have put make up on. But he still made me feel gorgeous and amazing 🥰😍🥰😍🥰.
He was incredible. He got his amazing penis out and saw it get bigger and bigger. It was amazing. He spoke and I listened and when I started stroking myself imaging his cock in me . I just kept on coming and going on was amazing.
I only wanted to gogo to his house and be completely and utterly bummed by him. Since that call it is all I have thought about his tender caress and be pleased by him.
But what did I do I blocked his what's app and his calls.
I am so sorry I didn't have the nerve to follow through my urges to let him take me as the woman I would like to act to be

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