Who I am and what I want

Hello everyone:
This blog will serve as a reply to all those who have sent me messages.
First, thank you for the nice compliments but I find that communicating in 1 or 2 sentences is a waste of time and I can't send detailed messages to everyone.
So this is my message to everyone:
My name is Tonya and I just turned 62. I have struggled with my gender all my life and I am now in a position to do something about it.
I was married for 28 years and have 2 sons. My wife recently passed away after a short but terrible illness. I don't have many friends.
I joined Senior Crossdresser in order to meet people for social outings and intellectual companionship. I am not looking for casual sex with strangers. I will elaborate later.
After thinking about who or what I am I have decided that I am a feminophile. I love all things feminine to the point of wanting to be as girlish as possible. I am not interested in a relationship with a cisgendered male. To all males who message me, thank you but I'm not interested.
Ideally I would love to meet a biological female who desires a male wife but I would also love to meet other transgender girls. In any case there has to be some chemistry.
At any rate, since I've started HRT I will probably not be able to function well sexually.
I have recently gone into semi retirement and am now pursuing my creative goals.
I am a pianist, composer, writer, playwright and all around performance artist. I also have a pretty good sense of humor and am reasonably well educated.
I have been a practicing Buddhist for over 30 years so I obviously want a serious relationship be it platonic or not. I believe that the people who find this introduction intriguing have a karmic relationship with me. The person or persons who become my friends will definitely have an interesting time even if it's boring.
I hope to hear from sincere people who understand what I'm looking for. I'm sure we can make each other happy. Love, Tonya

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