Fantasy or Reality part 3

After the last session with Sir I was feeling very confused and was thinking that maybe being a submissive really wasn't for me. I had enjoyed the humiliation of being dressed as a sissy, I had enjoyed the oral sex with the creamy finish washed down with Sirs urine, I hadn't enjoyed the cane, but thinking about bending over waiting for my punishment was turning me on causing me to strain against my chastity cage. I was even getting used to being caged, what I couldn't come to terms with was that Sir wasn't going to allow me any pleasure, but had drunk my cum, something I had always thought of as a submissives role. What really had me questioning my fantasy role was the hot chilli fuck, it had taken 3 days before the burning had stopped, there had been no respite, just 3 days of burning pain, like having a toothache, but in your ass. I needed to decide if belonging to Sir was what I wanted. So far in just two sessions he had ticked most of the fantasies we had chatted about for so long before finally meeting. Chatting had been so easy, describing what turned me on in my mind, while sitting at home stroking my hard cock, the reality was proving to be somewhat different. I needed to decide soon it was only a few days before I would be summoned to attend again. When the call came I was so frustrated, only having cum once in 3 weeks. I arrived determined to end the sessions and leave the fantasies in my mind. I was let in ordered to go change as usual, but refused telling him that I no longer wanted to play. He smiled and told me that I had wasted his time and would need to pay before he would release me from the chastity cage. I was told to strip naked, bend over the chair and would receive a spanking. As I said before the thought of being spanked turned me on and I was soon straining painful in the chastity cage, something that didn't go unnoticed. He must have know it was the thought and not the deed that turned me on, he left me bent over for quite some time, while he looked for something in the cabinet where he kept his toys. When he did turn his attention to me, he showed me the leather two pronged tawse he was going to spank me with and a pair of nipple clamps joined together by an elastic band. He clipped one clamp on my nipple, then ran the elastic band under the cross bar on the chair and attached the other clamp to my other nipple. If I moved the clamps bit harder into my nipples, if I stayed still it was quite a pleasant sensation and added to the pain of my restricted erection. The spanking started, not the burning stripe of a cane, but a more general, wider sting, at first I thought it wasn't too bad I could take it ok.How wrong can a mind be, the more times the tawse landed on my bare ass, the more intense the pain became, soon every inch of my ass was on fire, my nipples were joining them from being pulled and squeezed everytime I jerked as another stroke landed. Soon it ended, but the pain had put paid to any thought of an erection now. He removed the nipple clamps and unlocked me from the cage, noticing that my poor cock was now as soft as a marshmellow, I got up ready to leave, never to return, but was told I was not done yet, I was going to feel the fire of his cane once more before I had paid the price for wasting his time. Already sore from the tawse I begging him to let me go now, let me satisfy him with my mouth or cum in my ass instead, but no he insisted it was to be the cane, at least 6 but maybe 12.The fear was real, my asshole twitched, my eyes filled with tears my mouth was dry, the fear over rode an thoughts of getting an erection, as I waited bent over feeling very sorry for my self, the first stroke landed, the intense sting of fire across my cheeks, brought a yelp of pain from me, but to my suprise it also made my limp cock spring to attention, the second stroke landed sending pain through my ass, but also more blood to my already hard cock, I think he gave me 6 strokes, I couldn't tell, my mind was elsewhere, somewhere between my sore ass and my painful erection. It was then that he knelt before me took my rampant cock in his mouth and began to suck. It didn't take long before I was shooting all my pent up cum down his throat having the most intense orgasm I have ever had,. It was then that I realised I couldn't leave I needed to experience the pain to reach the ultimate pleasure

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