Hi. I was reading a blog the other day, written by a beautiful young woman who told about growing up as a trans girl and how she was now living the life she always desired, and I started thinking about my own journey. I don't have many places to discuss my personal life, so I thought I would start a blog here, where I feel comfortable just being me.
Mine, like many others on the site, is a story about a growing up knowing that I was different to the boys I was expected to identify with. Instead, I identified with the girls I watched playing in the distance. As I grew older this feeling only intensified as I watched the girls mature into women, wishing that I was one of them, pretending to be a man. As a result, I began to question the masculinity that I had been taught was such an important part of being me, to question why.
That's when I began to explore my own femininity. I began by trying on some panties and feeling an overwhelming sense of self. I then tried a matching silk bra and panty set, some stockings, a dress and heels (my first heels were a pair of brown stiletto boots). It wasn't a sense of pleasure I felt, it was like coming home. A feeling that I was being the person I always knew I was. It was at 16 that I admitted to myself... "I am a woman".
I love this site because it enables me to express my femininity with others who have shared similar experiences. I am grateful for that. I am grateful to all of you too. All the positive feedback I get, about my style, my choices, it makes me feel like the proud, confident, sexy woman I have always known I am.
I hope to continue with my journey of exploration, which I hope might lead to transition. Sadly, at the moment I still live within the prejudices of our society, but I do have fun!
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12:20 pm Wednesday, 6th January, 2021
Your very beautiful woman |
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12:58 pm Wednesday, 6th January, 2021
I like that what you wrote. Thank youΒ |
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2:42 pm Wednesday, 6th January, 2021
You are beautiful honπ |
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5:57 pm Wednesday, 6th January, 2021
Like the OLD saying goes I GOTTA BE ME be yourself and have a Fabulous journey Love Ric π |
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8:15 pm Wednesday, 6th January, 2021
I too, feel some of the sense of loss that you feel.Β Although I am the opposite.Β Β I am definitely a man, with all of the masculine feelings expected, but at an advanced age.Β All my life I have felt more attracted to men dressed as women.Β They seem much sexier and knowledgeable than the average woman.Β It is something that I have hidden for many years.Β But I do wish that society would allow me to enjoy a trans and be with her full time. |
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11:38 pm Wednesday, 6th January, 2021
I am a man of advanced age. I dress as often as I can. This being limited as I conformed to the ideal man. I played rugby and football and darts. Don't get me wrong I loved playing sports. However I always felt that I should be playing for a woman's side. Not a sexual attraction I assure you. I first started dressing in my mothers underwear and clothing. My sisters caught me and well you know the rest on that. I stopped dressing and tried to suppress it. I managed for many years until eventually My mother died. Then that old longing came out. I found a need to have sex with men. I cannot fathom how that waited so long to come out of me. So while you still can, you must go for what you are. do not wait. You will regret it as much as I do. |
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1:44 am Thursday, 7th January, 2021
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3:03 pm Thursday, 2nd September, 2021
Beautiful Danielle. I am happy to see you being the women you have always wanted to be. Thankyou for the courage to start a blog about my journey πππ |
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2:51 am Monday, 16th May, 2022
Gorgeous xx |
