A fantasy in the making

I begin this blog by opening up to you about my transition from boy to man, and man to woman. It all starts with a fascination with the female form. From there the wish to look and feel as sexy as the women in the images I’m viewing look. I start by stealing underwear (not proud, nor shamed of this). I enjoy pleasuring myself whilst dressed up in my stollen attire. What I really want is a man. What I crave and fantasise about is having the real thing. Years of denial about my wish and craving for a man to fuck me go by. I join some sites in adulthood. But let down after let down leaves me frustrated. I meet a man and my nervousness puts him off. He manages to cum inside me but it wasn’t the fucking that I dreamed of. I was left with his cum inside me and nothing else to do but to finger myself and lick his juices off my fingers. More let downs and more time has gone by. I meet a few who just want a blow job and are every bit as disappointing as before. I thought that this would put me off. So why am I still craving a man to treat me as a slut and fuck me ????

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