Fantasy always comes first

I was lying in bed yesterday, feeling horny as fuck, when my mind found itself drifting to another place. I was with a woman and we were acting out a fantasy that I have only ever known in my head. It is based on a cheesy porn video I have watched a number of times, about a pretty babysitter/live-in nanny who is caught by her boss as she masturbates naked in his hot tub. He angrily tells her she's fired and walks off, so she chases after him, still very naked, and gets down on her knees in front of him, pleading with him to keep her job. He is still stern and cross, but she gently begins to massage his obviously hard cock through his trousers ('pants'). As he begins to calm down, she promises she will be a good girl if he forgives her, and she will show it by giving him a blowjob. You can imagine how it goes from there, and yes it is hot, steamy, and very sticky...


So I was having a fantasy about this fantasy, wishing I had someone to bring it to life - someone who could enjoy the role play of what turns me on (and hopefully them too!).


I love watching people masturbate, either alone or together with me, and so my fantasy role play begins with her lying naked as she plays deeply with herself (perhaps with some help from a toy) as I walk in shocked. She doesn't notice me, so I stand watching her with a cross look on my face, and she keeps on until she has cum with lots of sexy laughs. Then she realises I'm there and looks satisfied, coy, and rather worried. As I tell how bad and naughty she has been, she seeks to apologise and assure me she's good. I turn my back and move to walk away, saying that's it, she needs to get dressed and go.


She stands and runs around to be in front of me, and then kneels down, so her eyes are level with my cock, her breasts right before me, and her knees apart. She begs me again and again to spare her, how much she needs this, how she will do anything to keep her job and her place in the family.


I am still the stern boss of this babysitter, needing to assert my authority. I don't want to relent, even though she looks so hot kneeling in front of me. Eventually I let her open my trousers and pull out my very hard cock. It's wet already and she slowly brings her mouth to it, licking the precum from its tip and putting her lips around it. Her other hand goes back to her wet pussy, returning to the pleasure that I interrupted.


In some versions of this fantasy I just can't last long and I cum quickly in her mouth, or on her tits. Whatever happens, we end up in bed with my head between her legs, enjoying the taste of her juices and the thrusts and spasms of her cumming for a second time.


As I said before, this is my fantasy of a role play fantasy, spicing up my life in boring and difficult times. And yesterday it made my day go so much better to drop into this world as I lay daydreaming. How much better would this fantasy be (and so many others!) if it was also a real life fantasy that we played out together! I say this in particular because I never have lived this out, and how spicy it feels to fantasise about doing it now. So now I have a fantasy about this fantasy about my fantasy. That is one of my many fantasies!


So yes, fantasy really does come first!

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