When starting this blog and both of us being inexperienced. What is the objective? Clearly without experience then how would one know what the objective would be?
So, moving forward, methodology has to be looked through a non-bias approach. Playing Texas Holdem, applying outside information into this game helps open up the creative part of the brain, it allows my game to see a different side of non-game theory to apply into strategy, this will have to accept defeat many times to exact as much information to apply very little of what is studied for example.
Spirituality, would this be applicable in this forum even though in my poker forum my game will reference this in most of my posts, will people be turned off or think I am a hypocrite?
Sin is a sin, the sin of one explains the sin of all? Is society going to judge or will they accept this approach?
It is my goal to put forth some information but not all because what do I know about any of this?
For this opening post, a little bit about both of us. First, the love of my life, she is 5 foot 6, has beautiful blue eyes, red hair with blonde highlights, DD breasts, will not give her weight because just as all women beauty is not about how much one weighs it is about what is their heart because I find all women beautiful, they will each in their own way communicate behaviors, personality, and character from actions as a few examples.
I am 5 foot 7 and have an athletic build, brown eyes, black hair, and have an average size penis, to put some of this in print, well it is not a comfortable process yet to talk about parts of the body.
Has society put conditioning to what is acceptable or not acceptable since birth, then we condition ourselves to what we believe society will accept each person's morality throughout life?
So, is society the judge or is there a being greater than ourselves to judge us after we leave this earth?
She loves to please others in the bedroom and outside of the bedroom, she has a great outlook on life, wakes up each day happy, looking to expand her current sexuality. Is bi-curious, has a creative mind in which her fantasies come to life in the bedroom in our role play.
She is shy about acting out our fantasies, scared because of the unknown, however, confidence in the bedroom is not a problem she is worried that in the moment will she deliver in the way she has over the 20 years of our relationship?
Confidence is a strong suit, any person with confidence in a suited area have ego that also drives their appetite. Since she is also a giving person with an open mind then a healthy balance between ego and confidence will end up with a smile on her face that I can feel through the phone when we have conversations such as these.
For me this is a turn on, I would love to watch her being pleasured because of how she performs when she is in the moment.
We have also talked about threesome with another male and that is a big turn on for me as well.
As beginner's communication is a must that is why being in the same room is also a must because we are both new and on the same level.
Getting to know others before any scenario happens just as getting to know each other before our relationship could grow.
We both also do extra-curricular activity to enhance the experience.
I will stop here for now.
I believe posting to relay to others a little more of who we are as a couple and as individuals is a must to be honest with ourselves as well as others. I believe if a person cannot write their feelings down and post them than how would they grow and see how others interact as a way to be comfortable as to get to know without having to make contact as some examples.
She is 48 and I am 56 looking for the right couple or person with which to play.
