Cant sleep but do I Dare to dream !!!

So another day passes and another night I cant sleep, do I Dare to dream. All I think about is being Abbi, But she is sad, Im spending another night online shopping looking for something to excite me. Something to make me feel free or confident or sexy or just plain normal. Am i crazy or confused or am i just like many other girls out there i just want to be accepted for who i am. Dont get me wrong I love getting to to something hot and sexy to get your heart racing but
I never feel more normal than when Im just talking to someone as Abbi x She is a no nonsense sweetheart with a heart of gold with so much love to give But she spends so much time trying to be someone else and please others. She looks to try and get the next like or comment on her profile trying to get as much attention as possible when all she wants is a cuddle and a kiss to say its all ok.
Instead she is buying that new dress, that sexy lingerie or those killer new heels to try and impress people she doesnt know. Why? yes it feels good to look nice but really she should already be happy with who she is, happy with what she has achieved and what she has become, a confident happy beautiful woman. So can she dream? why should she, she is already the person she wants to be. Why spend your time trying to make yourself someone your not, live your own dream and desires. Help others to make their dreams come true too, make them feel loved and special but dont sacrifice who you are. Dream big live life to the fullest x Im happy because Abbi is happy. its taken a long time to accept it but finally i can be proud of who ive become. why dont I go to sleep because I dont want to leave this amazing life for another dream !!! Unless its to find someone to share my dream with x

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