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Taking The Next Step In Feminization

9:39 pm Tuesday, 15th September, 2020

​After my last episode when I had met a friend T-Gurl and her boyfriend and hopefully a friend for me, I was so excited , it was hard to concentrate on my studies . We had set a date for our next meeting at my apartment and I wanted to look perfect which necessitated new clothes , sexy and feminine and alluring. I chose a pink mini-skirt , mid thigh and a tight fitting black pull over sweater with multi-colored rhinestones to accent the skirt and my black pumps which had a small bow with diamond colored stones . Finally a pair of black thigh highs topped off the clothing. My hair was long enough that I didn't need to wear a wig and it was curly so I could just pick it out into a natural . I selected some very attractive earrings and then , of course , make-up. I had plucked my eyebrows , shaved my legs and everything in between. I labored with my eye shadow, mascara , foundation , lipstick and accent colors until I found the right compliment to my outfit. I had selected a nail color to match my skirt. I was ready early enough that I began to get nervous thinking what if they didn't show up. I fidgeted with my hair and paced back and forth , finally turning on some R&B music on the stereo and danced around to it. Just about that time the phone rang and it was B. B. and her friends . She was on her way and would be here in minutes. Hurriedly I got out a chilled bottle of wine and some snacks just as I heard a knock on the door. Upon opening the door, I could see B.B. dressed very sexy looking in a halter top under a stylish jacket and a black pair of hot pants. Behind her were her boyfriend but I only had eyes for the very tall handsome man behind them . He was more attractive than I had remembered and in the light of my apartment , he could have been a movie star or a professional athlete. I invited them all in to my small three room abode . I whispered to B.B. that I was very nervous. She said that the cure for that was wine. We sat down and shared the wine until I began to loosen up and get warm as I kept glancing at my date. They all said the light was too bright so I lit some candles and doused the overhead lights. Ty, my date, said he liked my choice of music and asked if I would like to dance. Instantly, I said yes and we all got up and began to dance to the slow R & B jams that were playing . Before Ty and started our dancing, he held my hands and told me to stand back so he could look at me. He let out a low whistle and said , " Baby, you are fine!" That thrilled me and made me blush whereupon he chuckled and told me not to be embarrassed because he meant it. He then took me in his strong arms and we began dancing slowly around my bedroom . B. B. and Justin danced into the front room leaving us alone . I was beginning to get very warm from the wine and the touch of Ty's body. He was dressed casually with a clingy silk-like shirt and tight jeans . After the first song ended , and the next one began , I reached up to his shoulders and he instantly slid his big hands from my waist to my butt and pulled me tight. I felt tiny beside him, me being a petite 5' 6" and he a very athletic 6'3" . Feeling his strong arms around me , I literally melted into his body. Soon after I began to feel a stirring in his jeans pushing against my chest and belly. I remembered touching him in the bar where we met and his telling me that he would love to give it to me. I shivered at the thought of it , more excited than fear. As if he read my thoughts, he whispered that he wanted to kiss me and I reached up to meet his lips as he leaned me backward embracing me and giving me a long passionate kiss that left me breathless. I kissed him back with equal fervor as he laid me back across my double bed stroking my thighs as he did and saying how beautiful I was . At that point he could have done almost anything to me, I was his. He continued to rub my thighs and then under my skirt to my panties where he lingered on my little penis finding it already wet and sticky. Next he took my hand and brought it down to his groin where I found a huge bulging stiff cock. He whispered that he wanted to give it to me and asked if I wanted him. My actions gave him his answer as I tore into his jeans to get my hands on my prize . I was thrilled to the point of having an orgasm just by holding onto his beautiful cock . He slipped out of his jeans and shirt revealing a muscular chest and a six-pack for abs. My skirt came off next with his help and he crawled on top of me and began to rub that big cock against my little button of a penis . Each time I felt it twitch as if I were going to cum . I whispered in his ear that I wanted to taste his cock and he immediately pushed me down to where my mouth was facing it . I measured it with my hands and estimated it to be at least 10 plus inches long . Here I was having pleasure I had heretofore only dreamed about. You can imagine all of the details of the rest of my date that night . I accomplished everything that wanted to do and so did Ty. He was amazed at my ability to orally swallow him and I was amazed that I was able to fully accommodate his tremendous size . Needless to say, we were both totally satisfied with our performances and I felt myself falling in love with this lothario. B. B. and Justin had found my daybed in the front room and had made good use of it while we were busy and oblivious to them. When it was time to go , Ty whispered to me that he was not ready to go. I winked at him and asked if he would like to spend the night . He emphatically said yes if we could repeat our earlier session. I grinned at B.B. and she said ," You little HO!" I thanked her profusely for introducing me to Ty and promised that she and I would go out together again soon and that I would take him home tomorrow if I was able to drive after the night was over. She laughed and the left Ty and me to our own devices . The next morning my legs felt like rubber and I had a soreness I had never before experienced and I loved it. Everything changed for me after that night . My only regret was not being a real woman for Ty, but I felt there could be no greater pleasure than what I had experienced with him. However, I made up my mind that I wanted to give him more and to do that I would need to do what many of the other gurls were doing and that was to start on hormones so I could grow breasts . Just the thought of it was empowering to me and I resolved to start as soon as I could . With my next episode in my blog I will report the results I experienced and my continuing journey to my feminine persona as I completely abandoned all vestige of masculinity.



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