2020 has been a very different year to the one we all expected, not least because of a first for all of us in the unwelcome form of Covid. However, if it weren't for Covid I might have remained in the hetero world I have lived in for the last 40 odd years.
I have always been a busy person, getting involved with different groups and committees and very rarely taking time out for myself. All that changed in March when we went into lockdown and I had a lot more free time on my own.
I spent a lot of that time thinking about what I actually wanted from a future relationship (I have been alone since my marriage broke down 6 years ago and was just beginning to think about starting dating again). I realised that I am attracted to men so started looking into meeting up with some.
Since lockdown started to ease, I have given and received my first blowjob with a man. I have had a dildo and a cock up my ass. I have rimmed a man's ass. Each time has been highly enjoyable and I am looking forward to more encounters to come...
Through all of those experiences, I have also become aware that I am still attracted to women as well - so maybe my first coming out as gay should be modified to bisexual. But that could be a whole new post on seconds...
A couple more firsts before I finish - this is my first blog post anywhere and it's the first time I have tried online dating.
