As my intermediate exam gets passed , i was in full depression for a month after love failure.... so decided to talk with random girls
And started chatting ,one day i ll meet up there a girl from Uttar pradesh.... she is very pretty... i didn't see her but her words whatever she say,i like it.....
We were completely anonymous.... so we decided to share our life matters and all the things to each other.
People say , if the first love were not successfuly completed ,then second love matters definitely get success...and i believe in that....
We have decided when to come on that chatting site for talking ....and we do lots of chat....for almost 6 month....
We both have feelings for each other....more than friends ....
Infact we start loving each other...and honestly we have decided about our future marriage ,our kids...everything ......
But never says that I LOVE U... ever....
She belongs to the general community and i belongs to the OBC category....
She is saying from starting that my family members were very conservative type ...
After 6 months of chatting i have decided to propose her and i proposed her .......with a very hearty lines ....at first she didn't reply me for 5 min... i am worried what's going to happen ,why she is not replying....all the things were roaming in my mind.....
She reply by saying NO....
She said that , no doubt i am loving u too infact i love u....
But our future were not secured, my family didn't allow my marriage who belongs to low community
... after hearing this .... i felt like i have to commit suicide,why should i allways fail in love......
Infact i cried that day for the first tym😔
She say if we chat regular.... its hard to rid off for both u and me...forget me thinking i am a very bad girl.....
I AM NOT WORTH OF U......
And i am not going to come here again she replied.... that tym we both were 💔😔crying ....
And she gave me a promise that ,if u ever love me then u don't come here again in this site....and she leave ...by saying final goodbye ......
I didn't eat for 2 days.....anything just sleep and cry....
I am very unlucky in love....and i am fool too .....i trust easily......
I still miss her alot🙂
I'm 20 years old, living in the Ranchi region. I'm interested in meeting a woman of all age group
