I threw out my leg hoping it would touch her. Wondering how it would feel just to touch her in some way. I felt her leg against mine. It went through me like a bolt of lightning. Like a crack of thunder with the sky full of dark clouds. I looked at her. She looked at me. We knew it was going to happen. We could both feel it. It just rushed through us like some kind of message that it was inevitable. We were going to fuck!
After that things changed. During the lectures we looked at each other differently. There was this out-of-control feeling. Like we couldn't help ourselves. We just had to be together. It was completely out of control. We were both getting dizzy. We had to make it happen. Fuck!
She said she had to leave. I offered to walk her to her car. She said no! Almost angry! She apologized. She said okay. She knew it was wrong. But she couldn't help herself. I didn't want her to stop. I wanted her to give in. Just let it happen. I promised. I swore I would never tell anyone. It was okay.
We walked to the parking lot. We whispered to each other to meet somewhere down the street. Where no one would see us. I got into her car.
My heart was absolutely pounding in my chest. Almost bursting. But after a while, things calmed down. I could tell she was afraid. She was at my mercy. If I were to ever tell. It would be the end of her career. Maybe even losing her job or for the matter of fact legal complications. I could tell she was scared half to death with what she was doing. I took her hand and I looked into her eyes and I said with all of my heart. I swear I will never tell anyone. It's okay.
I looked at her as she was driving I felt she was struggling torn between right and wrong with tears welling up in her eyes almost falling down her cheeks. If only I could convince her no one would ever know. She could trust me. I would never betray her. Her secret was safe with me.
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To be cont . . . chapter 3....
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11:37 am Monday, 24th August, 2020
Nice story, |
