Something that's been on my mind for a long time now is the fact that I am a practicing Christian, however I'm into the BDSM scene.
A little bit of context before I go into my thoughts. I grew up in a religious family, going to the local Christian school, so sex was never an option. Now I've grown up, I'm looking to explore my sexuality, specially the BDSM scene. The following is just my thoughts on trying to keep my faith while finding people like me.
How can I reconcile my beliefs with who I am? The church teaches that sex is NOT for before marriage, and Christians should marry other Christians, but I just want to meet like-minded people and have a good time. Finding a younger woman in the church who is into BDSM is impossible, and to be completely honest, it's lonely.
I also can't leave my faith behind me. I've seen God work in my own life, and in the lives of the people I care about, but I'm still into BDSM. It's never been about 'sleeping around' or 'trying to be a stud', it's always been about me trying to explore who I am in the bedroom.
To conclude, I guess I'm looking to meet new people, regardless of what I believe, however there will always be a nagging in the back of my head, telling me that this is wrong.
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