I’m going to tell you how I went from being in control to be a cuckold and then to be used as a sissy sub. It was this Chinese girlfriend. We were perfect together. She was always horny and wanting to be fucked in every possible position. Our sex life was amazing and clearly she could reach orgasm very fast. After 6 months fucking for hours every day became clear to me that I was not enough for this woman and that she needed a lot more. We started fantasizing about other men fucking her. She always showed me how open she was to try it. One day she told me “I will be your slut wife”. I felt hard just with the thought. I was far from knowing then that secretly deep inside of me that was my true calling. When I was out of town we often had sex calls where I would tell her how big the other men cock was and how well fucked she would be. From this point, we would only have sex with cuckold fantasies. We watched a lot of porn, a lot of times involving black men and sexy Asians, especially the ones that looked like her. She also had a huge gangbang fantasy. I believe that’s about when my cock started to shrink. I could see she was wetter with whatever was happening in the videos than really with me and penetration slowly started to disappear. I stopped wanting to fuck her and wanted more than anything else that she would be fucked in front of me. I felt guilty and humiliated by my thoughts. I was not even close to knowing what would happen next. The journey was on and our transformation was about to begin. One day she told me that I was jerking off alone too much and not giving her enough cock. She bought a thick black dildo and a cock cage and ordered me to put it in. She was in control and I knew at that moment that our sex life has changed. For one month she tortured me using her new toy in every hole and not letting me even touch her. Sometimes she would open the cage to suck my ridiculous cock and make fun of how small it got while experiencing an orgasm by herself with her huge toy. I asked her if she had fucked anyone else meanwhile and she told me that she was waiting for the right moment, when I would be completely humiliated and that she wanted me to see it all. Meanwhile, she got a strap-on. I was surprised, and she told me that she wanted to fuck some girls and maybe more. That night she invited a lesbian girlfriend to have dinner with us at home. After some wine, they started gently kissing each other. She was so hot and excited. David Bowie was singing "we can be heroes" when she told me “this is just the start of your transformation, my love. You'll never be my King but I'll always be your Queen”.
(to be continued)
