My 10 year affair… with the lifestyle

Where to begin?? I suppose we go back to the start of it all, over 10 years ago when I was fresh out of university and I had a new, vibrant lust for life..… and all things in between. I had heard many things over the years from various friends about this particular car park area out near the train station on 5th that I would do best to “steer clear of” if I didn’t want to be swept up in some “sordid and steamy situations”, and this always made me very curious! I’m by no means a slut (I’m not so vanilla either if you catch my drift!) but something about the concept always intrigued me, though I was never brave enough to throw caution to the wind and chance it.... Until finally I did.

One summer night, after having been to the cinema and for a few (too many) drinks, I was on my way home and strangely enough the particular route I had chosen that night led me right down 5th, past where this particular car park entrance was - whether it was the countless strawberry daiquiris in me or some deep, yearning curiosity, i had subconsciously taken myself there without even meaning to! So i thought “fuck it” and i decided to embrace my darkest, innermost desires to find out more, and i walked in…..

There were 3 or 4 parked cars in the dark, enclosed car park that weren’t really visible until you followed up the entrance and round a bend - much of it was covered by trees and bushes and I thought what a perfect hideaway for these supposed “sordid and steamy situations”! As i walked further into the car park my heartbeat was racing and something inside of me was steadily rising in excitement, somehow knowing what was to soon come…..me! The night sky was clear and still and the only sound permeating the silence was the soft crunching of gravel under my heels as i continued my march, until suddenly a voice broke across the darkness and put my heartbeat into overdrive - “Alright love, don’t think i’ve seen you around here before. Looking for some company?”. I had halted dead in my tracks, clutching at my chest as my heart felt fit to burst with fear/shock/excitement at this sudden outburst, “You scared the life out of me! What kind of company are you offering?” I responded, still half-shook, half-challenging as a slight smirk broke across my lips. As my eyes located the source of the voice and adjusted to the darkness, I could just about make out a handsome man in his mid-30’s with long, blonde hair and stubble leaning against the nearest parked car smoking a cigarette, returning my smirk with a cocky air of confidence - and my interest was instantly peaked. I approached him and asked for a cigarette while we traded pleasantries and questions, clearly trying to probe each other before what was to come. We let the tension rise for 10 minutes until it was too palpable to handle anymore and he began to make his move. He tossed his cigarette and slipped his hands around my waist as he spun me and pushed me up against his car, kissing me and pushing his body up against me - i responded in kind, throwing my arms around his neck and kissing him passionately as my entire body screamed in anticipation and excitement.

The following 30 or so minutes were lost to the night as we were swept up in a passionate whirlwind, consumed by lust for one another in the back seat of his car, every item of clothing strewn across the seats as the window grew opaque with steam and condensation, enclosed in our little bubble away from the world……. Or so I thought. As I came (in more ways than one!) to my senses I began to grow increasingly aware of a small group of people collecting outside of the car, clearly feasting on the spectacle and getting a kick out the show we were providing - and suddenly the entire concept of the car park became clear! But i wasn’t embarrassed or shocked, quite the opposite in fact. I felt empowered and sexy knowing that these men were getting off on watching me being pleasured, and a whole new wave of passion crashed over me as i sunk my nails into my mystery partner’s skin and again began to fuck him hard and fast with a new sense of purpose and motivation.

That fateful night birthed a whole new side of me that I had never known before, and I have since made that car park a routine visit most weeks ever since.

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