My first night was bittersweet

My first night was bittersweet. Bitter because of inexperience and pain, sweet because I knew he loved me.

Ours was an arranged marriage and we were talking to each other for about 6 months. After all the wedding ceremonies were over, we went to our bedroom together. He closed the door behind us and immediately hugged me. It was a satisfying hug. We kissed and hugged for a long time.

He then took me to the bed and soon I found his hands roaming all over my body. I laid down and let him climb on me. He pulled my blouse and bra aside and started licking my nipples. I was getting wet too. He then asked me to help him undress.

I did as he said. After taking his shirt off, I went to undo his pants and felt his penis for the first time. Slowly I took his pants and underwear off and found him erect. It was the first time I was seeing him naked and I was getting excited.

He laid my down and got on top of me. Kissing and hugging, playing with my boobs, I was getting very hot. By now he had pulled my saree and petticoat up and was fingering my vagina inside my panty. I asked him to remove my panty, which he did quickly. He asked me to spread my legs. He then mounted on me and placed his penis on top of my vagina. With one push, he entered me.

The pain I felt was unbearable. But I tried my best not to cry loud. He saw the pain on my face and stopped for a while. I still said that he should continue. He did so. He penetrated deep. Slowly the pain started to go away and I felt his penis going in and out of my vagina. He must have done it for a while before I felt him moaning loud. He had come inside me.

That wax when both of us realized that we had not used any condom. I didn’t want to get pregnant so early in my married life. Thankfully I didn’t get pregnant.

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