I was a student at a well-known campus where most of his students had to live in campus. I am 22 years old, 180cm tall and weighs 60kg. I have fun friends even though they never know how I feel. Soon, I will tell you about a shameful experience or what I call a challenging loser.
It all started when I was 13 years old, where I had the habit of showing my dick in public, I still remember when I showed it to a woman aged 30 or more in front of my house, it was really exciting considering my young age with such embarrassing acts. The woman was very voluptuous with a seductive body, I offered my cock in the window clearly, so she glanced at what I had done for a few seconds and left me standing staring at her shyly, how not ashamed, when I tried to vent my passionate desires to her as female neighbor who had already married. Some call this action a sexual disease or some call it a disorder of sexual orientation (exhibition), whichever is right, of course this is very embarrassing for some people.
The first time I masturbated was when I was very little while in the bathroom and accidentally played my cock until I cum and felt pleasure where I did not know his name at that time. I continue to do it to this day. Even the irregular intensity of masturbation coupled with watching porn videos made me truly like a beta male. Honestly I have never had sexual relations with anyone, I just cum with myself, and of course porn.
My habit leads me to stupid and embarrassing actions, such as stealing campus girl's socks when they take them off, I secretly take them and keep them, it really makes my heart flutter and excited, I save it and take it to the toilet and smell the sweet smell of girls socks made my dick turn on, it was really embarrassing at that time, and I liked it, even though no one knew. I often do that habit, the smell of young girl's socks is really exciting, many smells that I have smelled, ranging from clean to dirty.
My other habit is stealing college girl's underwear in their clothesline, of course I do it at night, the same thing I feel is my heart pounding and makes me excited so I forget myself. What did I do with this young girl's underwear? Of course, I kissed it until the smell disappeared, really made my dick harden, and I used the young girl's underwear to cover my ass hole and of course my dick or I call my clit, really embarrassing, although sometimes I like it.
This is part of my other story, actually I am writing this because there is a blog competition held by this site, hopefully I can still share with all of you, discuss sex, porn related to psychology and sociology at another time.
I wish good things for all of us, thank you
There are a few questions I want to ask:
1. Am I a beta male?
2. How can someone be said to be beta male? Is it because of the size of the dick? or his mind caused by porn?
3. What causes a person's sexual orientation LGBTQ? Is it caused by Porn? or other factors?
Im Asian Sissy 22 Yo Submissive, beta male who want to be embarrassed by socks, panties, by girls