Everything is SO new!

So here i am, new to the BDSM lifestyle but I feel oddly like i should have been here the whole time. Maybe i'm weird but there has always been a part of me that wanted to be over powered sexually. And if that makes me weird then I guess I'll just fly my freak flag as high as I can . lol

I have only been in the lifestyle for a short time, my Master is taking great care to make sure all the first time stuff gets out of the way 🙂

I've always been drawn to women, but I have never wanted to give up men. Having a relationship like that is very difficult if not impossible , so i guess this fits me just right.  Kind of like Goldie Locks lol.
I'm not a paying member right now, but in time that could change. So for now I'll just put all my little thoughts right here in my blog.  Who knows, maybe some little sexy thing will read it lol, I can dream right??

One thing that I can say that I have learned is that I am much stronger than I first thought; But then again Master has been very gentle with me as I am still new. He likes taking away all of my firsts.  I had my first experience with a Tail and nipple clamps only just recently, the pain I felt was like nothing I had been threw in the past at all. And knowing that I was not aloud to touch them mad it even more exzilerating.
The whole idea of not being aloud to move until told to gives me goose bumps all over with only just the thought.

As I said I am still new to all of this but my Master tells me that I listen very well and that my ability to pay attention is perfect. I don't by any means take that lightly 🙂

For now I don't have a whole lot to say, but I am hoping that I can find a female that is just as like minded as myself so that I can continue to please my Master. He would be very happy if i fulfilled  this task that he has given me.

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