An empty peice of paper. Another Ryhming moment

An empty piece of paper is what I see
How do I put down the feelings inside of me?
My emotions all over like a spinning top
Turning in circles, this has to stop

At sixes and sevens all over the place
No wonder there isn’t a smile on my face
Lawyers and finances this just isn’t funny
When love crashes down it becomes all about money

The endless fighting about what’s yours and what’s mine
And still having a job to do things just ain’t fine
I used to believe that I was living in heaven
Now all I hear is not quick enough 24/7

How can things go so wrong so fast?
I thought things were fine, having a blast
Yet here I sit staring, lonely at my PC
Wishing that you were here sat beside me

Words erupting now pouring out of my soul
Everything’s changed for me I have no goal
I thought I’d be with you until the end of time
That I was yours and you were mine

I changed everything as best as I could
I didn’t know it would do no good
I didn’t know you were no longer a fan
That your head had been turned by another man

How do you cope when you are still deep in love?
With a woman who’d tosses you aside with a shove
I sit here, so sad filled with an awful remorse
As my life crashes headlong into the pain of divorce

I have spilled my heart out on this now filling page
And yet to my credit I still feel no rage
I should be angry, pissed off, want to fight
But whatever I say, it won’t come out right

Yet as I sit here, alone, with her gone
My undying love has not left its still strong
My heart on my sleeve is plain to see
Shame the only one feeling it here is me

I think it’s the same as the stages of grief
When I get to the end it will be a relief
Right now in my bed at night I shed many tears
For what I has happened to me after 24 years

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