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MY FIRST TIME WITH A MAN

11:22 pm Monday, 15th June, 2020

The first time we saw each other was in the bus from work, he would stare at me a lot but I didn’t pay attention; I was usually falling asleep since I was very tired and he used to make jokes at my expense because I was sleeping; a few times we crossed some words but not very much. It was probably 3 or 4 times then I got a car because I needed to get to work very early and we didn’t see each other for a while. After some time my sister kicked me out of her apartment… oh you know! Now I remember that I went to ESL at night and we saw each other again, and he would try calling my attention and I think we became friends, but only at school, nothing like hanging out together, no. Then one day my sister kicked me out and I went to school and I sat far away from the rest of the students and I cried so much because I was really mad; so my teacher and the rest kind of ignored me, so at the end of class we left and my friend came to me and we walked out together, as we went thru a very dark street he pulled me and held me very close and tight to him. It was very intimate and I felt uneasy being so close to another man, but I didn’t suspect anything out of the ordinary. He said maybe I could stay at his place and we went there and talked to the lady who was renting him and she agreed to let me stay for a few days. My friend stayed in the living room in a folding bed and I stayed on a couch which converted to bed. So we started going shopping for groceries and doing laundry together.
One night as we went to bed, something really strange happened, I guess he couldn’t dare to tell me or confess what his intentions were but as we laid in bed he just kept looking at me, and at that moment I liked him very much but just like in a very friendly way because he was helping me out, but he just stared at me and I stared back at him. For some reason I moved my hand to touch his face or his hand I don’t remember well, but we held our hands for a little while, and probably he was just waiting for the right moment because suddenly he got up and jumped in my bed, I was shocked like it was unreal but he started kissing me all over, and he tried kissing me in the lips but I avoided his mouth by moving the face side to side and he held me with both hands firmly to kiss me in lips and dart his tongue inside me but I held my lips tightly. His breath was burning my face and my skin was hot with desire; he kissed my cheeks very avidly and also my neck and my shoulders as he ran his hand all over my crotch and started unbuttoning my jeans and pulled my erect penis and began sucking me while caressing me with his hands all over my body, my legs, my balls and my ass. I was still shocked and couldn't believe what was happening, I couldn’t believe I had an erection and I even felt guilty for it but he kept licking me and sucking me, nibbling and darting with his tongue my shaft and crown, passionately slurping and pumping my head and testicles until I felt an orgams building up and came inside his mouth and he swallowed my load completely. He then buttoned my jeans (I was broke then and had no money for pajamas) back and whispered “You have known real happiness”. He left me there in shock and unable to move until I fell asleep.



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