Ok, we know what a humble sub is but WTF is a benevolent Dom. While that would be me and the best way to explain would be to take you on a journey of introduction - how I introduce subs to the scene. And, as you all know, a Dom must anticipate the actions and thoughts of the sub to allow them to feel safe enough to give over their freewill. So I am giving this story (shortened version) from the perspective of a novice sub (not current), what she hears from me, her thoughts and her reactions. And so we begin...
Opening the door, I see my knew Master. I eagerly bring Him in, we sit and talk. I need to relax, I am full of anticipation but also nervous as hell. We have already set the rules, but what will happen, how will I react. He asks me to talk about the 'homework' He gave me when we first meet. I feel excited, I AM doing this, I see He is patient and understands my fidgeting. He reminds me what we spoke of at our first meeting, do I understand all the safety rules and words, and that once I put the collar on, I am His, all His and I am to follow all His commands, I am His to use.
It's now become real, when I am ready I hold the collar around my neck, as He buckles it up He says this is my last self-controlled voluntary action until the collar comes off. A strange feeling comes over me, the trepidation is leaving and I am becoming elated, a happiness surges through my body. I cannot wait for His commands. He says I need to stand, facing Him, a body length away and remove my top, then my bra and place them neatly on the floor to my right. Not noticing it before, I feel the adrenaline surging through my body as I confirm His command with "Yes Master", I place my top and bra to the floor then see my nipples are hardening. I want Him to touch them, to suck them, while at the same time wondering if He likes what he sees.
But He doesn't touch, He commands me to feel my nipples, to squeeze them and my tits, He wants me to 'display' them to Him. He tells me to explain what my emotions are, He is getting in my head, I feel I have no reason to hide, so tell Him all. My vanilla self would have held back, but with my new Master I feel relieved to be honest and in His presence I feel safe - He is allowing me to be me, to grow.
He commands me to now remove my skirt and place it on the floor with the top. I feel I am starting to relax, He watches me, He tells me he likes this property which is now His, this makes me happy, I thank my Master. I am instructed to remove my underwear, and again put it on top of the skirt. Now I am standing, looking straight forward, naked in front of my Master who is reviewing me , He tells me to turn around slowly and stop when back facing Him. With my hands in front of me, he attaches the lead to my collar and cuffs my hands together, nervousness come back. He tells me to get on the table as He will be "inspecting" me.
As I lay on the table I look at Him, I could not help it, this was not allowed. He said as per the rules He must punish me by placing cloths pegs on my body. I am lying on my back, He tells me He needs more and pushes my legs apart reminding me to put my hands above my head - I feel vulnerable, my "everything" open to His whims. He says I am not to cry out, He places a peg on my right inner thigh about four fingers from my pussy, then another in the same place on the left. Its painful but exhilarating, my pussy feels like it is the focus, it twitches. He says it is good I take my punishment and He is pleased I did not cry out, but still, I moan.
He begins His inspection and slowly goes over all my body from my head down, with His fingers lightly touching my skin, He is explaining what he sees and how He likes it. When He gets to my nipples He circles them, I feel the blood rushing to the different parts of my body, He bends and lightly plays with my nipples using His tongue, I now feel like I am going crazy, He is teasing me, I was not expecting this. I softly moan, He asks, do I want more, I say "Yes Master, I am ready". His only response, "wait young one". He works His way across my body and then down the outside of my legs only to work back up the inside of my legs towards my pussy. He tells me to feel how my vagina is reacting for soon the lips will be swelling. He blows gently on my manicured pussy, then removes the pegs. There is a rush and the area becomes very sensitive to His touch, He touches me, He plays around my pussy then pulls my lips apart, slowly caressing more and more of the inside. All this while I am to tell Him what and how I feel. I am pleased He is aroused because of me.
He moves away, I don't look. He then starts to insert something into my vagina, He is lightly pushing and pulling it, asking me to tighten on it and not let it move, this is not something I have done before, He says I will get better. But for now we will leave it there. Then He pushed my hands above my head and roughly rolls me onto my belly...
I am told He needs to show me He is in control. He begins massaging and slapping my arse, then more and more HE massages around my anus, He grabs some lube and inserts a finger, slowly at first then deeper and more. He asks am I deserving of a reaming and am I ready, to which I respond "Yes Master, I am yours for the taking" He stretches and continues to massage my anus, I know what's coming. I am nervous, this is new to me. He tells me I have a fantastic pussy and arse and I will soon know this. I feel His penis rubbing me, I can feel it, I want it, then the inserted object begins to vibrate.
Holly fuck, this is good. He places His penis against my anus and slowly pushes it in. He asks for a colour (our safe words) I say blue, which means I am ready and wanting more. He continues to push, the vibrations increase. He tells me not to come, He pulls out and plays with me, the vibrations increase, He teases until I am nearly there. He then commands me to relax and feel it take over my body, He slaps my arse then pushes back into my anus, He grabs my hair and pulls it way harder than expected. I moan loudly as I come, I feel wet going down my legs, its seems I have just had my first squirt too.
He congratulates me for being such a good sub and asks was I appreciative of his attention. I respond "You're a good Master and I am yours to use Master" I feel at ease with Him, He makes me feel dirty but nice, used but safe. Then he says that this is the beginning of the journey and there are many more trials and tribulations my body and mind must face.
I cannot wait for the next session.
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12:58 am Saturday, 17th October, 2020
she was a lucky girl, Sir |
