I wanted to write a little something about what's it's like being new to the scene. Not even new really as I haven't actually met anyone in real life but my partner and I fantasize about having a third person, a male, join in with us for fun. The idea that this could actually happen one day sends a jolt of electricity through me and gets me quite excited. However then there's the fear and insecurities that arise. My body image isn't the best but then I think meeting someone who was attracted to me, flaws and all would be really helpful. But again the reality of the situation comes back to me. What if my partner only enjoys fantasizing about me with other men, what if he gets jealous or doesn't like it? What if I can't go through with it? Then again what if he loves it and wants to do it all the time? What about sexual health matters, safe sex is a given but my mind still goes to extremes. Then I go back to thinking about how exciting the idea is and how much fun it could be and how an MFM experience is my ultimate fantasy. I don't know if I could even handle 2 men at once but gosh I'd like to try. There's just so much to work through before jumping in the deep end. I really hope one day we meet the perfect guy is hot for me and willing to join us for some amazing fun and we can take it from there.
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8:55 pm Wednesday, 3rd June, 2020
I don't know what the ***s are there for I tried to edit them out |
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3:22 am Saturday, 6th June, 2020
All the feelings you have are very normal and the way you have layed out those feelings will help other couples who are looking for the same adventure and it is all about picking the right bloke, someone with experance who really enjoys getting together with couples and someone who is interested in make sure the new couple has the time of their life and can't wait for their next adventure.......you are concerned the guy will be attracted to you, the right person will love women, short or tall big or small.......you say you are not sure you can handle two guys at the same time, make sure they go at a pace that suits you and try to relax and have the time of your life...... |
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6:00 pm Monday, 8th June, 2020
Nice |
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8:27 am Thursday, 11th June, 2020
Nice Blog. If you didn't have those reservations then you wouldn't be the sort of person I would like to meet. |
