Time can certainly be a fast mover

Well I am finding out now just how much time is a precious commodity. There just isn’t enough for me time just lately. I am either shopping or cleaning the house or sorting out finances so I can pay her off and move on.

Apparently it’s still not quick enough for her liking but that’s just too bad I am going as fast as I can.

I had to make a will for the first time in my life. I figured that when I died that I wouldn’t need one because she would automatically get everything and that was fine with me. Not anymore lol. So now my sons get it all shared between them equally which I think is the fairest thing I could think of. My eldest is getting my medals I know he will cherish them and remember his old man. My youngest would probably just sell them and then regret it later on.

It kind of put things into perspective a little for me because I work very hard and do long hours to make ends meet. I need some me time where I can be with friends and have some fun. I need intimacy even a cuddle would be nice just to make me feel that I am not alone in the world and that I am wanted.

These up and down emotions are crazy, happy one minute and sad the next are so unlike me. Maybe it’s a coping strategy and I will burst forth like a butterfly at the end and live happily ever after.

It’s going to be strange times until I find out. Good job my friends are here lol

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