in the beginning....

In grade 9 or 10 I found a pair of high cut satin panties with a wide lace waistband in my brothers room, I assumed they were from a gf of his. I was aroused and curious immediately so I tried them on. The material felt so different against my skin, and the cut was very different, it felt strange and comfortable. I snuck into his room and tried them on a number of times in the coming weeks and would wear them secretly under my clothes before returning them later in the day. When they disappeared I decided to sneak into my younger sisters room and see when they had. It was just basic Hanes her way cotton bikinis, they never felt the same and quickly became boring. This was when I largely stopped wearing anything.

In my early 20's I met my first Domme. She quickly identified me as submissive and began testing the waters. Simple things like asking me strip on cam for her, model my underwear, bend over to show off my ass, etc. From there she started 'making requests', suggesting what underwear to wear the next day, that since I normally end up in my underwear when we video chat, I might as well start that way. This was when she knew she had me.

She started commenting on how my underwear was boring and not very flattering. She had an idea and sent me to the store to buy my first pair of panties. I had a week to do it and was allowed to pick any pair I wanted, and she said I should just say they were a present for my gf if asked. They kinda were, but she wouldn't be wearing them, I would be for her. I forget what I choose, but I remember they were pretty, a baby blue, yellow, or something similar with a floral print to them. For the next week, that was all she wanted to see me model for her. She would comment on how flattering the panties were, how they showed off my ass better and how the showed off my cock so much better. This was when she started sending me to the store to get new panties on a regular basis.

A few months into my panty modelling for my new Domme she started sending me to the store looking for specific panties. Pink lace thong, sheer low cute panties, bright yellow floral g-string. Before I knew it I had a dozen pairs of panties that she would have me model on cam, and often masterbate in them while she watched and commented on how nice the material must feel, how great the things shape my ass, and how much I seem to enjoy wearing women panties. This was when she started telling me to wear them all day under my clothes. It would be our little secret.

Since it was well into autumn and I was wearing jeans all the time, I figured why not, I did enjoy the material and cuts more and if I was careful no-one would ever know. It wasn't long till I was wearing them almost exclusively and Iw as holding them up for her on cam every night so she could pick the pair for the next day. I was also picking up a new pair every week, by this time she had decided she preferred me in thongs and gstrings. I wasn't allowed to wear a belt with my jeans when panty shopping, so there was always a risk I might flash someone while crouching. She always had me crouch while looking for a new pair of panties. She'd also changed the rules on how I had to respond if asked about the panties by the cashier. I wasn't allowed to say they were for my gf any longer, I had to say they were for me. If they didn't believe me, I had to discretely show them the panties I was wearing to prove it.

A few weeks before Christmas a package came in the mail and my Domme told me I wasn't allowed to open it until xmas day on cam with her. Everyday till Xmas she kept up my routine of modelling my panties for her on cam, picking out the next days panties and masterbating on cam for her. By this point she had gotten bored of just seeing me spread my legs wide and stroking in my panties. She'd decided to pick my positions. One of her favourites was to have my ass in the air facing the camera, my face in the pillow while she commented on my ass, occasionally having me smack it til I came. When Xmas finally came, I sat on camera naked as she had instructed. I opened the package and pulled out what was inside. There was some women's socks, a women's tee shirt, scissors, a pair of thin white cotton shorts, and 2 sets of a bra, thong, garter and stockings. A lace white set to show my innocence, and a black sheer set to show my sluttiness. She then had me model everything for her, changing on cam while she watched, walking around my room modelling and posing as she directed. The last thing she had me model was the sheer black bra thong, garter and stocking set. When I was done posing for her, she had me sit down, and cross my legs. She then began to speak and said that my real journey was just beginning. She commented on how I never resisted putting on my first bra and garter and how at ease I was showing them off and modelling them for her. Then she mentioned the scissors, and told me they represented my commitment to the journey she would take me on. She then had me grab one of my boy underwear, hold it up on camera and said if I wanted to go on this journey to cut them up so they couldn't be worn. If not to set them down. I choose to cut them up. Little did I know how far she would take me on this journey.

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