Well, I had my first appointment this morning with The Adelaide Gender Clinic, also known as One Life to Live, and it was simply wonderful! OMG - everything I hoped and dreamed would happen, happened.
The practitioner was a transgendered psychologist and had gone through all the same things I had gone through. From the first time wearing my mum's underwear at age 12 through all the following years of shame and self-loathing and just not loving myself.
I told her that my goals are to undertake the counseling, start a program of hormone treatment and finally undertake gender reassignment surgery. I said that sometime after I start the hormone treatment, I would be coming out to my friends and to be Claire in the workplace. Now bear in mind that Claire has never stepped foot out of my apartment en femme, so that, for me is a big stretch goal.
She suggested that it would be better for myself and my acceptance of who I am, to do that sooner, rather than later. I agreed. People who are my friends will accept me and those who do not, are not my friends.
So much happened in that 90-minute consultation that it would take forever to type it here, but the practitioner fully supported me, understood me and said that I fit into the known characteristics of the clients she has treated and supported through their transition, and that she believed that, with the appropriate preparation and counseling, I would be able to commence Hormone Therapy (apparently it isn't called HRT because they are adding hormones and not replacing them) - I think she said it was called "Transfeminine Hormone Therapy", pretty soon.
With that news and the news that she fully understood and supported me re the Gender Reassignment ("bottom") surgery in Melbourne, I was overjoyed. I cried several times when discussing my history of feeling this way since age 12, and the shame and self-loathing I have felt ever since which fed into serious depression and anxiety.
I guess therapy SHOULD be therapeutic ๐. The other thing she said was that I need to start accepting and loving myself - I am always kind to others, but she said I need to be kind to myself first and foremost.
Lots more happened but I will finish this off here by saying I have lined up weekly appointments with her for the foreseeable future, and in about 3 to 4 weeks, she will be having an after-hours consult for me in the clinic instead of Zoom which we used today. I thought that was OK, and then she told me, of course I need to come as Claire and my heart froze for a few beats, but pretty much straight away, I knew I could do it and I had to do it and I wanted to do it.
Stay tuned for the next exciting chapter in my journey to womanhood! Hugzz, Claire ๐๐๐
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7:25 am Thursday, 4th June, 2020
Bless you, I wish you every success with your journey and I hope you continue to meet kind and lovely caring people, no one should ever, ever feel ashamed or disadvantaged because of how they are made!ย This world is hard and cruel enough as itย is xxx take care of you, love and value you for you. Peace, love and blessings to youย |
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7:25 am Thursday, 4th June, 2020
Bless you, I wish you every success with your journey and I hope you continue to meet kind and lovely caring people, no one should ever, ever feel ashamed or disadvantaged because of how they are made!ย This world is hard and cruel enough as itย is xxx take care of you, love and value you for you. Peace, love and blessings to youย |
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1:23 am Saturday, 6th June, 2020
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1:43 am Saturday, 6th June, 2020
Hello letโs talk you look lovelyย |
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12:36 pm Monday, 8th June, 2020
Good for you and you look beautiful if you want to talk contact meย |
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1:18 pm Monday, 8th June, 2020
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1:26 pm Monday, 8th June, 2020
So nice |
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1:07 am Tuesday, 9th June, 2020
Very good and very beautifulย |
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9:10 am Tuesday, 9th June, 2020
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12:36 pm Tuesday, 9th June, 2020
Keep it up dear xxx |
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1:29 pm Tuesday, 9th June, 2020
Let's get togetherย |
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5:26 am Wednesday, 10th June, 2020
Well nobody can say your chicken your in during a new chapter in your life andvi comnend you on your journey thats the way tobgo gurl show them who you really are good luck hugs and kisses to you . |
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11:56 am Wednesday, 10th June, 2020
Wow your story is amazing x |
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12:26 pm Wednesday, 10th June, 2020
Hi dear love you too |
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1:03 pm Wednesday, 10th June, 2020
I love you |
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1:45 pm Wednesday, 10th June, 2020
way to go Claire!ย that's a huge and brave step to take!ย can't wait to hear more about your journey! Xo Tammyย |
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2:19 pm Wednesday, 10th June, 2020
Well that was as wonderful introduction to your journey as you transforming into the woman who you have been in your heart and soul and knowing that you are going to be changing both your body and your whole being and if anyone has a problem with the new and emerging Claire They are the one with the problem and you are a beautiful woman who deserves to be who you were meant to be and I have talked to quite a few patients in a small town in Colorado were I went to college and at the time was the most popular place for sexual reassignment surgery in the United States at the time and you're describing how you felt inside was what many articulated to me and may you be blessed with good friends and the person who sees you and falls in love with you and will be there because they love the way you are now and will become |
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3:09 pm Wednesday, 10th June, 2020
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4:11 pm Wednesday, 10th June, 2020
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9:25 pm Wednesday, 10th June, 2020
Well done Clair .be urselfย |
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2:25 am Thursday, 11th June, 2020
Good for you, good luck to you and I support you. By the way, you're very beautiful. And if I may, treat yourself to some very large and beautiful Breasts. ๐๐๐ค๐๐โค๏ธ๐๏ธ |
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4:13 am Thursday, 11th June, 2020
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11:43 am Thursday, 11th June, 2020
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2:41 pm Thursday, 11th June, 2020
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1:42 am Saturday, 13th June, 2020
Good for you Claire, the start of a very beautiful journey xx |
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2:22 pm Saturday, 13th June, 2020
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7:50 am Sunday, 14th June, 2020
Hello |
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1:01 pm Sunday, 14th June, 2020
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1:46 am Thursday, 18th June, 2020
Congrats and enjoy your life Claire. |
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7:19 am Tuesday, 23rd June, 2020
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2:49 pm Wednesday, 24th June, 2020
Well, Start of a beautiful journey |
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1:18 pm Tuesday, 30th June, 2020
Wish you all the best |
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7:30 am Saturday, 4th July, 2020
wish to know u more if ur okay with that |
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6:14 am Thursday, 9th July, 2020
Have a nice journey but change psychologist, relating to your patient is the biggest fault any psychologist can ever make. good luck on the path girl ! |
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5:12 am Sunday, 19th July, 2020
All the best Claire. I hope your journey exceeds your expectations.ย |
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5:03 am Thursday, 23rd July, 2020
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7:03 am Saturday, 1st August, 2020
I love the way you look, really love to be your friend okay |
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8:35 pm Sunday, 16th August, 2020
Good luck, I have never been brave enough to face the judgement of those that know me.ย |
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5:39 am Wednesday, 9th September, 2020
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1:14 pm Tuesday, 22nd September, 2020
Hugs!! |
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6:09 pm Monday, 9th November, 2020
Check my blog guys, got some good ones |
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5:53 am Thursday, 26th November, 2020
Good luck Claireย |
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5:53 am Thursday, 26th November, 2020
Good luck Claireย |
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8:37 pm Wednesday, 2nd December, 2020
The country doesn't just need more women - it needs more BIG women. BBW, Fatties, SSBBW!ย |
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10:18 am Thursday, 3rd December, 2020
All my love and best wishes to you Claire, this is an exciting stage of your journey! x |
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9:51 am Wednesday, 9th December, 2020
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1:10 am Thursday, 17th December, 2020
Good on you girl, keep it going all the way? Lofty. |
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11:40 am Friday, 18th December, 2020
Wow your profile so nice. We are really like your profile.ย |
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1:30 am Wednesday, 23rd December, 2020
will bewith you all the way darling |
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9:59 pm Wednesday, 23rd December, 2020
Beautiful true story Claire |
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10:56 pm Wednesday, 23rd December, 2020
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10:57 pm Wednesday, 23rd December, 2020
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2:00 am Friday, 25th December, 2020
Niceย |
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9:50 pm Sunday, 27th December, 2020
good luck sweetheart, you are beautiful |
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7:53 pm Monday, 28th December, 2020
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1:54 pm Thursday, 31st December, 2020
Would be nice to have the courage to do this I have tried to talk about this but I could not .you would be my hero you are so amazing and awesome .PS wouldย love to meet you in person and talk to .๐๐๐ |
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10:27 am Sunday, 3rd January, 2021
Wow nice .ย |
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6:51 pm Monday, 4th January, 2021
Sexy and we know itย ๐ย We are horny wnat to chat? |
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7:40 am Thursday, 7th January, 2021
Come to India you call back |
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3:11 pm Friday, 22nd January, 2021
good comment! |
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2:36 am Tuesday, 2nd February, 2021
Good luck on your journey. |
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11:38 pm Tuesday, 2nd February, 2021
Hope all goes well and your first time out as Claire is all it should be. So proud of you. Xย |
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4:33 am Sunday, 7th February, 2021
I admire anyone with the guts to do this. |
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10:31 am Friday, 12th February, 2021
Hi |
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9:08 pm Tuesday, 23rd February, 2021
Ok |
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10:19 am Friday, 23rd April, 2021
Good luck dear |
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3:15 pm Wednesday, 5th May, 2021
Best wishes ..you are an amazing,beautiful personย !!๐ |
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6:53 pm Sunday, 9th May, 2021
All My best wishes, hugs and support Claire xxooxx amy-maree hazell |
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6:42 pm Friday, 4th June, 2021
Sexy ass |
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7:27 am Friday, 9th July, 2021
Hi |
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3:56 pm Wednesday, 14th July, 2021
Hai |
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1:31 pm Sunday, 25th July, 2021
Let's get kinky togetherย |
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6:41 am Monday, 9th August, 2021
Hii sexy |
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4:24 pm Thursday, 26th August, 2021
I like you |
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4:24 pm Thursday, 26th August, 2021
I like you |
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8:17 pm Wednesday, 8th September, 2021
Hi |
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I love ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ |
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