Straight to Bi. The reasons why

I've been a C.D. since the early 60s. Back then there weren't many places to go out dressed to except a few gay bars or the fetish clubs. If you went to the fetish clubs more than a few times you were expected to join in the games or get banned. Being totally heterosexual then I opted to join in the spanking/caning games, as the least sexual, after all it was considered wrong to be a C.D. then, so getting punished for it seemed a fair trade to be able to carry on doing it. For a few months things were fine, I'd dress up go to the club, take a spanking/caning to keep everyone happy, then spend a couple of hours in the bar socialising. Then one time I had been restrained over a spanking bench, given quite a hard caning, and the guy told me I had been a good girl and deserved a reward. he then presented his erect penis for me to fellate. At the time I was totally straight, and refused, it wasn't something I had even thought about let alone do it. He took the refusal as a sign I needed more punishment and caned me hard again, then presented his penis again. Again I refused telling him I was straight .Again  I was caned, but this time he didn't stop until I was begging him . When he presented his penis this time I was so scared of another caning I took him in my mouth and began to suck. It wasn't long before he exploded deep in my throat, all the caning had really turned him on, far from being sick I actually enjoyed the taste, if not the act itself. He then called a friend over and I was told that if I wanted to be a girl I should be treated as one. I then felt cooling gel massaged into my  sore ass, or so I thought, but it was lube and despite my protestations both had their way with me. At first it hurt a lot, but as they carried on thrusting into me I began to enjoy it. When I was finally untied and dressed again, both of them took me to the bar for a drink and a long chat about sexuality. They pointed out that dressing provocatively as a girl had certain expectations where we were and I had teased them for long enough .It was then that I realised that dressing the way I did had consequences that hadn't even occurred to me until then. I did stop going out for a while, but in that time I thought about my experience and realised I now needed to explore everything that went with being girly. When I did return to the club I was a novice at being a sexual girl, but had plenty of willing teachers. I still enjoy a spanking/caning, but no longer need it to persuade me to play. I was angry and did think about reporting them at the time, but now think I owe them a big thank you for opening up a whole new world of pleasure for me.😊

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