its saturday morning and im packing a bag yet again .........to set out on yet another nerve wracking but exhilirating journey......... to meet a man i have only ever chatted to online or on the phone............it feels very strange only packing overnight clothes cosmetics and sexy lingerie as opposed to the extra items usually requested by Sir for me to bring.........no handcuffs no ropes no butt plugs no clamps .....in fact no visible signs of any items remotely linked to sub dom sex and all it entails............in all the time i have talked to this man not once have i questioned my desire for him ..........the sexual attraction that has always been there as his gentle voice hoarsely whispers to me how much he wants me when we have talked on the phone ..........but today i wonder if i can do this ......i want to so much....... but unbelievably a part of me feels i am betraying my master ..........the man who has given me back so much of me by building my confidence back up and all he asks in return is that i am his when he desires and wants me ........i hesitate as i run my bath ..........i could cancel .......but i don't want to ..............knowing my master agreed to this makes it an easier decision for me not to cancel .......he approves of the man i am going to meet and more importantly has felt confident enough to entrust him with my safety ......the one thing i have never had a concern with is my safety where he is concerned and in turn this guy also knows without sirs approval i wouldn't be setting off in less than an hour to meet up with him..............so as my bath runs i slip my robe from my shoulders and step into the hot deep bath to bathe before leaving ..............laying there i try to imagine what will happen later ...my thoughts drift to a room dimly lit and the carnal pleasure i look forward to..........
as i dry my body my hands run over my breasts sending shivers through me ...caressing my skin as the soft towel warms me ................i dress with care silky black stockings a lacy black thong and lacy black bra all covered by a loose fitting black dress and finished off with black patent heels ........i look in the mirror and for the first time in a long time see a confident and vibrant well groomed woman looking back at me ....my make up is subtle ....my eyes seem to smile back at me as i apply the finishing touch of my deep reddish lipstick ...within minutes im locking my house loading my bag checking i have everything i need and starting my car ......the weather is pretty horrendous .....its very foggy and it takes all my concentration to follow the signs as i head towards manchester ...giving me no time to worry or ponder what might happen .as i settle into my journey i relax a lot more ....knowing this is something i have wanted for a long time ..
the drive up itself is uneventful ....an occasional text between us to say how the journey is going and what time we expect to arrive ...no mention of why we are meeting ..it doesn't seem necessary .....you get to the hotel earlier than anticipated and text me the room number ...as i reach the city centre there are people milling about doing every day things going shopping ......looking in windows ...........i pass the market and as im stuck in traffic have a few seconds to look around me and take in my surroundings ........watching as passers by stop to look at something or just aimlessly wander around browsing ...lost in their own thoughts as i think about what lies ahead for me ......im pulling into a parking space by the hotel grabbing my bag from the back seat i confidently enter the the hotel and ask reception for your room ........as i walk through the corridoors my stomach flips ........anticipation and excitement coursing through me .............i knock on the door..........as it opens i see you smiling back at me and know instantly i made the right decision to come ..............
after over half a year of having this profile and due to sir leaving the uk i have had to say a fond but sad goodbye to him and all this profile relates to UPDATE 130309
