Was dating an older guy (I'm a 58 y.o. crossdresser), did many things for me, he got me confident enough to go out, dressed up in public, most exciting times I've had dressed up. We had some very passionate interludes together, public and private. We've been going out together for about 4 months, at the time, when making out, or something other act of passion, he would remark on various matrimonial "ideas". He'd say how sexy I would look in a wedding dress, how long we'd stay in bed on our honeymoon, etc. I put it down as role-playing, in which it did entice me. So, purchased some all white ensembles, satin and lace, lace teddies, fishnets, couple of pairs of white boots, etc. He took me out on a new years day night out, he had me wear a particular outfit, all-white; lace off-the-shoulder top, tight satin mini skirt, sparkly fishnets, thigh high boots, lace gloves, long blond wig, kinda sensed a slutty bride theme. Spent the evening at a crowded club, danced and drank, extraordinarily fun time. End of evening, we went to a hotel room he had reserved for the us, felt incredibly sexy, going to the front his car, to the front desk, arm in arm. Barely got the rooms door closed, when we got down to business. His viagra dose was working overtime. In the middle of him riding me against the headboard, he's going off, between his moans, grunting into my ear, "your my slutty bride", "love my cocksucking wife". I'm getting ready to cum, he's driving into me harder and harder, when he starts practically yelling "marry me, marry me, will,,,, you,,,,,marry,,,,,meeeee!?", my eyes were rolling back, yelling back "yes, yes, I'll,,,,.marry,,,eee,,,,eee,,,,you,,,,ooh,,,,oooh!!". Kinda set the tone for the rest of the evening. Rest of the evening we were calling each other "fiancé, husband, wife", during our assorted sex activities. Leaving the next day had to wear the same clothes out, (did not think that through) after getting into his car, he takes my hand, says; "almost forgot", and slips a gold ring on my finger. I was almost catatonic, I stared at the ring until we pulled into his garage. He opened my door, I'm still in shock, took me into his house, led me to his bedroom, bent me over the foot of his bed, lifted my skirt, started to enter me, saying into my ear, "my fiancé, my wife". I was in a state, taking him orally and anally. After he came a couple of times he passed out hard, I got myself together, put my regular clothes on and slipped out, still shaking from the physical and emotional stuff. Got home, stared at the blank screen of the TV, my man called a bit later, I let it go to voice mail. I chickened out, wouldn't/couldn't talk to him, I loved him, I owed him so much emotionally. Been almost a year since, haven't been out dressed up. Did I mess up ?
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11:46 am Wednesday, 15th April, 2020
You made a decision that was right for you, good or bad life does go on. I think you might have truly enjoyed a long term relationship with him as it seemed you both enjoyed Pleasure together. In the end you have those wonderful memories of Lust and Love. |
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6:53 pm Wednesday, 15th April, 2020
Oh sweetie you could have been financially set and heading home. But more than anything having someone by your side |
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9:07 pm Wednesday, 15th April, 2020
It's hard to be say sometimes, We want our Fantasy to be Realities that turn out to be inadequately disappointing. Playing it out and Having Fun is maybe where it needs to be kept, though a Cherished and Frequently played out Fantasy, with samebif not a B |
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2:20 am Thursday, 16th April, 2020
Gurl oh my that is a favorite fantasy of mine. But gurl, if you are not ready to be a wife you are not ready. its the ultimate state of womanhood! |
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6:03 am Friday, 17th April, 2020
You may have messed up. He wanted to talk. Maybe you shouldn’t have left. A learning curve. Be yourself and get out there. |
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6:12 pm Saturday, 18th April, 2020
You have what you wanted and let it go. Yeah, you f***** up. |
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8:04 pm Sunday, 19th April, 2020
Yes, you fucked up hun!! |
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6:15 am Monday, 20th April, 2020
I wish I could meet someone who is like that I would of said yes babe yes right after he ask me! |
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3:18 am Thursday, 23rd April, 2020
Yes you did. If I was asked that o would have said yes and married him. It's hard for girls like us to fund a man that is willing to have us in their life. To have someone wanting to marry us is a great time honor. Especially if they give you a ring and they say marry me. Oh how I wish I was you I would have stayed to be with him. |
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9:50 pm Thursday, 23rd April, 2020
Yes and no. Yes if this had been your desire and dream , sometimes you only get one chance. No if you weren’t ready, and if you said no you weren’t ready. |
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6:55 pm Monday, 27th April, 2020
Well, yes you did fuck that one up. But don't give up, hopefully you will find another perfect lover.... |
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10:45 am Saturday, 2nd May, 2020
Lovely |
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7:13 pm Tuesday, 5th May, 2020
I understand you froze up and you got cold feet. Why would you look for another lover if you had one that really loves you. If I had that I wouldn't be looking for nothing else. Why don't you try getting back with him. It's not fair to him. You'll have some kind of explanation I'm just saying |
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6:51 am Friday, 22nd May, 2020
Very hot and sexy |
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5:32 am Thursday, 9th July, 2020
Would love to chat or exchange sissy gurl slut pics |
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2:04 am Monday, 31st August, 2020
maybe your just not ready for that level of role play or commitment. |
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5:08 pm Thursday, 3rd September, 2020
It's gotta becthe right time. |
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6:26 pm Thursday, 3rd September, 2020
Only you know how you feel. That was so exciting though! What an experience!. |
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4:31 pm Sunday, 27th September, 2020
Yes you are to blame I would love to have someone who is like you they are dime a dozen |
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12:08 am Friday, 8th January, 2021
Love to play with your sexy body and I will be so hot sucking youoff |
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5:28 pm Thursday, 21st January, 2021
Yes |
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3:11 pm Sunday, 24th January, 2021
Well the only person that can say whether or not you messed up is you. On the surface it seems like you did but the words you used cause me to believe that perhaps you didn’t. When you say you were shaken from the physical and emotional stuff that doesn’t sound good |
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2:01 pm Sunday, 31st January, 2021
Um yes!!!!! |
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1:43 pm Thursday, 18th February, 2021
It’s hard to say, it’s a big commitment to a different lifestyle, maybe you still want to but it’s not time yet , |
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9:27 am Monday, 22nd February, 2021
That was very cold hearted. You ghosted someone that proposed to you. You should have at least given the ring back. |
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4:26 am Sunday, 13th June, 2021
yep you blew iT slut instead of blowing his cock like a good girl you ignored him & put him out to the curb after all he did for you...how do you look yourself in the mirror live w yourself & sleep at nite?! you’re a cold hearted lil brat bitch be a long time before that opportunity comes back around again! maybe you should reach out to him...you never know until you try & don’t get a rude tude w how he talks at first cuz you deserve his wrath at the very least you can apologize! |
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8:54 pm Tuesday, 23rd November, 2021
Yes |
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6:25 am Sunday, 16th January, 2022
Your story made my panties wet Yes You should have talked to him you could have said it scared you and you weren’t ready He would have understood and maybe he still would You should apologize |
